narrations of the abduction

of thoughts and dreams.

2012-01-25T21:04:00.001Z

I had this thought of not waking up before sleeping yesterday..
I hit my head (hard) on a door at office, hence the thought

weird thing is (now that I think about it) I was the one pulling the door,must have miscalculated the space
between door and myself which I find amusingly stupid
or I can look at this as the misadventures of klutzy et which pretty much set a high, new record

if you ever saw me with car door and how people rolled their eyes at me after I got out of their car...you know how hard I hit my head on my office door
note to car owners: I wasn't intentionally bang the car door, I think I always underestimate my energy when I shut the door and just making sure okay? car alarms annoys me! ehe :p

I can be pretty clumsy alright, but not to the point of blood injury
okay a bit exaggerating but there were blood, didn't realised it till I get home and took off my scarf
benjol covered by scarf tp ada luka with blood patutla bengong beberapa ketika
hurts like hell! (masih sakit) but since I always put a brave front, mr fiance actually laugh at my misadventures -_-
so from now on i'm going to be girly and complaint on every little kesakitan.

and also...before I went to bed I thought I saw someone behind my curtain
ngeh...permainan minda sungguh! so another scary thoughts there..
that's why those Ular ada dalam mimpi because I have this scary thoughts before I sleep..logik kan?

I never really encountered Ular dlm jarak yg dekat..penah nampak from jauh and it was small
tp in my dream Ular ni besar okay!!sorang friendly and sorang jahat..tp i'm still scared bila bangun.
I never knew if I'm scared of them but now I know..sebab I am scared of the thoughts of not waking up the next morning and someone hiding behind my curtain

make sense?no? okay next one...

mimpi red juicy Tembikai...pergh sgt sedap!!
easy one..saya haus.hahaaaa
seriously! haus gila because I had fast food dinner which always made me thirsty and terbangun tengah malam carik air.
but I was so tired and sleepy so tak tercapai nak bgn minum air, so pas mimpi tembikai baru blh bgn dan mamai pegi dapur isi air dlm botol...heheee
esoknye kt office beli Tembikai tp tak manis dan merah mcm dlm mimpi -_-

okay, motif nak tulis dlm blog?

oh before tidur cube sebut the word door banyak-banyak kali..weird kan?
sounds funny to me!

and happy thoughts of rainbow and foods before sleep tonight okay people?

The Lady

2012-01-13T22:37:00.002Z

watched The Lady yesterday with mr fiance..if you haven't, go and see pronto.
I saw a lot of people updating status that they cried watching Ombak Rindu, so I watched the movie ..mehhh!
I cry at every opportunity these days, but that one didn't even make me sad! I might cry for a different reason though! but let's just say I thought it's just another typical Malay drama/movie to me okay.
and no, Aaron Aziz didn't do it for me (anymore).

now these 2 movies are of course of a different genre altogether, but if you cried watching Ombak Rindu..and did not cry when you see The Lady..I think that's weird
yes, you woman! weird! what?only Aaron Aziz makes you cry?!
haha okay tak, that is just my opinion.
but seriously, go and watch The Lady okay?

now moving on, this here is my lady, my mak :)
photo by kakngah..baru baik demam, went to bridal fair with kakngah to book my stuff
thank you, you two *hugs*
i'm a bit relieved now and a little less worried :p
(i bet mak is actually the same haha..it's the 13th today, 9 purnama sahaje lagi!)

so, umm..we may be going home earlier than planned
so that I can enjoy my single-hood in Malaysia a lil bit longer..aha!
haha enjoy single-hood la sgt! more because I can at least be in control hahah.
and of course to make mak and ayah's life a bit miserable with me around, ehe.

*sobs* tibe2 rasa nk sedih.

okay before mode waterfall menguasai diri I'm gonna watch Songlap.
see if Shaheizy Sam have some magic on me! though I really think only mr Syahiran have that magic nowadays (greenvomits nowww!!haha betcha didn't see that coming!)

oh tau tak why I'm watching this? because I called mak and she said she's watching Songlap after Ombak Rindu with ayah. I was like Songlap? movie ke?
see? must keep up with mak and ayah! ehe.
okay, besides that I don't really have anything to do on friday night.
I heard it's quite good so why not.

Have an awesome weekend people!
Hugs your parents if they're next to you..(eh motif pesanan ni? huwaaaaaaa!!!!)

happy 2012!

2012-01-03T23:20:00.006Z

I meant to put up this video earlier, well obviously just before NYE..somehow I didn't get to this blog before NYE so here goes *queenmotherofprocrastination* anyway click on the video and read on (if you plan to read if not feel free to watch the video only)

Okay I totally forgot what I wanted to write earlier..too much things in my head.

I read my blog entry in January last few years (btw 2010 entries had white font haha!too lazy to edit but you know Ctrl+A and you can see them) and it made me felt lonely!
Seems like I spent it with less people each year...though I think it wasn't a big thing anyway, but it must be lovely to have a plan with close friends and family, right?

Doesn't help that I keep refusing to attend any social events (well, mostly office parties/night out although there are different reasons to this altogether)
Sometimes, I think I'm at a point where..I feel I can only fit in with my already existing friends but at the same time also doubt myself if I'm being a good friends as I'm away and only keep in touch once a while *palmface*
Most of the time (like now) I come to a conclusion, that I just miss to have my girlfriend by my side..(well all of them will be better obviously). My girlfriends, not just any girlfriend.
*sigh*
I think I just miss my girlfriends..to have some girls talk on daily basis...shop and have coffee afterwards while obsessing on our new-buys and you know things that girl do together..

Of course my fiance always said..but I'm here.
Pity him always have to put up with my tantrums, there was one time I actually cried while we were in queue at the cinema because I was pulling a face and he asked what I really want.
(It was to be in Malaysia and have my merry family and friends with me)
Like seriously et?! I don't know how I ended up like this..so immature!2 years ago, I don't even know I can cry!
Anyway, you are doing a great job mr fiance :) I promise I'll be better and I always love your silly lame jokes and food haha (ps.it is the time of the month just in case you caught me crying anytime this week because of starvation even after a four course meal)

I also find that it's really hard to let go of small little things and I tend to take everything seriously.
There, I said it!
I think too much he always said. I can't help it, I got nothing better to do in this cold weather and when I get back I have to focus on something else, you know new life.
This is not cold feet right? Because.. I still miss him eventhough we just met (feel free to puke but this is true)

Anyhoo.

That's too much ramblings going nowhere.

Happy 2012, may this year everything will be better for us..or may we make everything better for us (whichever side you want to root for..i'm aiming for the latter but struggling to get away from the first)
..and may someone else take my reign from being the Queen mother of procrastination.

speaking of which..my wedding will be in 10 months and all I have really ticked off my list were the date and photographers...if only Malaysia is next door..

happy holidays!

2011-12-25T16:09:00.002Z

can I just say I'm a bit disappointed that it's not snowing?
there goes my plan to make a snowman during the holidays..
wait, 4 days off! I can make a family of snowman okay?!
plus it's freezing cold, might as well have snow right? :P

other than that, I'm happy with the food served for our Christmas eve's dinner.
easy math this one: happy tummy happy me, comprende?
and at least I still have some friends to spend this holidays with- though all are of testosterone dominance, they make great food (well actually Bos made an awesome lasagne)...and Man bought delish desserts as well!
yeah no guess what Izwan bring to the table in red bowl.haha..*peace Izwan salad was awesome too :p

so okay..1 of them is my fiance and the other 3 are his friends, well my friend as well but I really miss having a girlfriend with me here!

my very first herb-roasted chicken! *proudface*

anyway, we are going for the boxing day shopping tomorrow, something to look forward to!
(yeah hate the sale, but this time I have a list! :)so fingercrossed!!!)

okay gtg, have to tag along mr fiance to one of his friend house- for kids birthday party!
I met his friends once or twice and their wife once...so hopefully it won't be that awkward..
and I think I'm bad with kids now that I hardly see them, but I love them- so am hoping that won't be a problem....wish me luck!

and oh yeah, enjoy the holidays everyone! :)

my 3rd of december :)

2011-12-05T22:02:00.001Z

first of, thanks to those who sent me all the best wishes, am honored for the thought :)

my nieces sang wholeheartedly at breakfast, and mak said she'll keep me in her prayers :) doa ibu adalah yg terbaik kan?

my nephew, well my sister.. shot an awesome video of my nephew wishing me happy birthday :)

and my fiance just made my day :)

i told him i want a picture of him with choc fudge on his teeth:

and he did it few times (probably more than 5- because i didn't get the shot) at a restaurant with people around

such a sweetheart isn't he? ;p
i hope he didn't splurge too much on my birthday gift (which apparently yet to be delivered from wherever he bought it)
he already spent a lot on my birthday treat, i'm already spoilt!

anyway, i'm blessed with amazing friends and family :) couldn't ask for more *alhamdulillah*

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hot and cold

2011-11-30T23:55:00.001Z

yeah, just like the song.
and hey hey..end of november!

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just a thought

2011-11-13T22:49:00.002Z

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11

2011-11-11T23:13:00.001Z

Look! even my phone battery is 11%.spooookyyy!!!

haha lame *storyofmylife*

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lagu.

2011-11-02T22:56:00.001Z

aiskrim jatuh, comel.

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Venice

2011-11-01T23:36:00.003Z

no, never been :(
elis once told me (ceh perlu ke nak quote elis?) Venice will sink one day, and if you google there are lot of pages about Venice gradually sinking
and one thing you should know, Venice is always one of the place I want to visit in Europe (other than Prague)
pfffttttt!!! I just saw someone blogged about Venice(if you're wondering why)
and we had a meeting earlier about whatever left of our holiday for christmas/new year holiday period
and I have 4/5 days...which I said I probably carry forward (max 3 for our company anyway)
just saying.

if only.

mmm..not liking the word if, but can't help it.

I think I really need a new boot/shoes but I just spent my (already not so big) savings on something else for next year.
saving for this one thing and thinking that I'll be spending a huge chunk of it on this one day really kills me.
and on top of that it won't be guaranteed that it will all worth it, you know? (the event I meant)
I really wish I can have a really small private one(50-100pax) but our families are big to start with, so..tradition,tradition.

okay I feel bad blaming everything on this thing, but really..you have no idea how much they charging to go to my hometown.
its not like i'm asking for a fairy tale one, just a basic-at-home one :|
nothing grand whatsoever.

I think I dressed really bad these days, esp to work.
not saying that I always dressed-up and look good all the time- but I had better days..my kind of dressing well
I don't take time much time to even consider the outfit at all...and then I'll cursed at my own reflection in the office lift, they must have the full mirror in the lift for a reason
on weekend, I wear black most of the time or same tshirts over and over again.
it's a good thing winter is here, so I can blame it on the weather..it is probably the weather, or..the weather.

I think I definitely gonna buy this one watch I really want for my birthday, nothing fancy..
so I can afford it, yeay! maybe I'll look for it before my birthday...little something to make me happy

ooohh..I took flu vaccine for the 1st time today! ehe
yeah I'm determined to be healthy this coming holiday season! (got sick all the time, if not christmas, new year!)
although I have no plan to go anywhere, not even Venice!
anyway it's not a great time of the year to go to Venice..cold, and if there's snow I'll probably stranded somewhere

hmm, i'm really looking forward to go to work tomorrow..ordered 3 packs of polaroid films and last time I checked the package already in my office mail room! yeay! so fast..2 days only!
okay, what i'm gonna do with 3 packs of polaroid film?
I didn't even take photos with my camera phone anymore, and my camera? a very expensive machine I ever bought to collect dusts. (I blame my sister on this one)

I'll find out what I'll do with the 3 polaroid film
at least I have something to look forward for tomorrow! yeay!

oh.have to wake up early to go to the bank...aahhh!!! esok wednesday dammitttt!!!!
i thought today was wednesday!
ah marahnya kat diri sendiri apsal tak ingat!!!!
bank open at 10.30am on Wednesday only, and this particular one is about 30-45mins walk from my office and I should be in by 11am.
of course I can be late but I was already late this morning! cannot do this 2 days in a row.haaaahhh!!!

okay nak pegi hantuk kepala sendiri kat dinding.bye

ps.sorry if you read this till the end and it was not about Venice.
pps.I know it's all jumbled up and not related, i'm too lazy to put bullets point/numbered them.so pretend they have lines in between, okay?
ppps.I miss my friends.

wordless wednesday

2011-10-26T11:30:00.002+01:00

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another weekend in october

2011-10-23T22:58:00.001+01:00

there's nothing good on tv at the moment, after xtra factor..and so i settled for MOTD2 (alone!..so that's quite an achievement..mrW must be proud of me!haha)

i'm not really looking forward for monday and work, but staying home is not that fun either
irish weather is back and i'm not quite ready for it yet..too lazy to get out sbb tamau basah
tp kalau stay in jd couch potato yg berjaya
hmmm probley should get a big umbrella and new boots? :P

went to UCD on saturday for Dublin Week, tag along izwan who was cheering for aeran in basketball
i felt quite out of place because i hate to admit this but the student looks so young!!! or maybe mostly because i didn't know any of them..haha tanak
mengaku tua :P

hang around sekejap je but i was actually there for mrW who's playing badminton..
i've been giving him a hard time everytime he went for his friday badminton heee (it wasn't the badminton,i'm just bored with no friend okay!)
so whenever he said he wish i'm there to watch his game,i'll try to be there
didn't stay so long though..
and honestly i just watched 1 game haha..well they didn't finished it anyway
sbb dah petang..heeee and i'm supersleepy okay!

went for a massage today, masak tomyam and stay-in
gloomy and raining all day..i even took a nap sbb mengantuk gilaaaa
harap2 i still manage to sleep well tonight

so how's your weekend?

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a year..

2011-10-14T21:34:00.001+01:00

.....long.so we decided on the date already, for the big day.
it'll be in 365 days from today..well, more or less.
(eh nak doakan kasi cepat lagi pon boleh! haha! ha mak..ni bukan gatal ye, benda baik tape! :P *pandai menjawab mak tak ckp ape2 lagi!*)

so kena start plan ke ape ni?
anyway, previous entry tu engagement gift from syah n nad..thank you girls!! sukaaaa :D
at least now i know i should be worry about LOT of things, in order! haha!

will wedding prep take a year to do? because that's mean I should really start now.
i think i'm pretty set on the color...so that's a good start kan? :P
put in mind i'm gonna be here pretty much the whole year, and will only be home like a month before the day
now..like most girls, what I'm most worried about adalah baju!

for my engagement it was pretty last minute, and i'm not really in love with the tailoring to tell the truth
siap a day before and not what i really asked for, but maybe tu my fault pon..i had this 'ape-ape-jelah-asalkan-ada' attitude for the engagement
lagipun all i wanted was just baju kurung moden, how wrong it could be pun kan?
tapi when i look back on the picture i really wish the tailor did it better
(you should see the baju when i tried it on the first time! it was all wrong!!! seb baik still ada 1 day for her to re-do..so girls, fitting is very important!!!even for just a simple baju kurung!)

for one thing, i lost weight but how come i still look gemok?! eh tibe2 salahkan tailor...haha
okay tak bukan salah dia i'm gonna do something about my weight soon okay..soon...as soon as tomorrow haha
but anyway, i want to do it right this time around...so that nnt if i want to complain it will be all on me haha apekah?

i already collected a few design and have some ideas for the dress
(OMG Italian designers have crazy beautiful ideas for wedding dresses!!!Italian bride-to-be is sooo lucky!)
anyway, now i just wish i knew a good tailor...where to get the lace that i want...
annnndddd....girlfriends to look at those designs with me!
pffftttt ni sume sbb tgk sex and the city last night!
where are my samantha, charlotte and miranda when i need them? (aha feeling carrie ke?)

okay am pretty sure u guys think i can ask mak or my awesome sisters to help me with all the planning
i mean i am here, not there..mmg lah ade kene org lain buatkan..right?
and i am gonna leave everything up to them pon..
but mak already made a comment that i'm fussy before!! howww?????
hahaha...it's just, if i already have all these things in mind..and it turns out different, mulelah nak berperangai mcm anak sedara hentak kaki nangis2 baring atas lantai bile tak dapattgk upin ipin! well..something to that effect lah.

i really just want a simple and fun wedding, tapi my kind of simple and fun won't be necessary the same as others..betul?
i just have this one thing that get to me sometimes i.e attention to detail..i kinda ignore it tutup sebelah mata during my engagement and you have no idea how annoyed i am at myself!
i'm just hoping that everything will goes on as plan and i really intend to have fun and enjoy myself while am at it.

oh i have another problem, which is why i have to start planning everything from scratch...
my friend recently asked me about my dream wedding or something that i always wanted to do for my big day..
honestly? i don't remember i ever had one! and i didn't expect that i'll be planning to tie the knot before 30...
so dear friends, if u remember i said anything..anything at all about what i want for my big day before this, please do remind me again!

i also have a lot of ideas to dyi on my wedding day, but everytime i told mr fiancee..he'll be like.. sempat ke?
mcm mane nk bawak balik? and other questions that actually make sense...it's quite impossible because of me being here....sobs :(

another thing is..ehh berapa another dah daaa..okay last fear i have adalah...what if the color didn't go together?
because one person help me to do this and another person help with another thing...okay maybe I AM a bit fussy!

anyway, no worries..i won't put up all my planning here and this blog will not turn to a bride-to-be blog
but feel free to drop me a line or two if you guys have any suggestion!
please pray that i'll be able to do all these (with the help of my mom and sisters of course!) and fit to be a bride in a year (physically and spiritually, insyaallah!)

all in all..i do have an awesome mr fiancee..any kind of wedding will do as long he is the groom, right? *wink*

wordless wednesday

2011-10-12T20:49:00.001+01:00

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satu purnama yang lalu.

2011-10-03T00:22:00.000+01:00

saya balik kampung beraya, jumpe kawan..dan lain-lain :P

woah! tade update langsung! maka dgn ini sy ingin buat cheat post dlm bentuk sgt malas dan gambar yg random (sbb kamera sy jarang kuar beg so gambar sgt random)
dan kakak sy lupe nk bg gambar raya so ni je la gambar yg ade dlm kamera sy
oh kecuali yg mcm gambar cantik sikit (bkn raya) tu pasti dr kamera kakak saya.sekian.

breakfast pagi raya after sembahyang raya (before smayang pon bekfes jugak)

si kecik tgk tv dgn kusyuk

mak saya awesome pagi raya macam2 kami makan

balik rumah makngah diperkenalkan dgn anak-anak (kucing) barunye

2 orang adek manes saya

raya 2nd before berangkat balik melaka

ghazi mmg hobi dia mmg squeeze org time ambik gambar

ni family jiran sebelah rumah dtg beraya(so excuse muke choy kami! :P)

*ehem* saya bertunang! ini mak mrW :)

after 369 days we,err..officially together :)

ini nama tunang saya dgn nama saya..ehe..perlu ke bgtau

(refuse utk tempek muka sbb dia degil pakai baju kaler biru, seb baek bg sy mkn cupcakes sedap)

from him..sume green *suka*

for him, gold..suka jugak!

a week before blk, meet up for mirae's bday

this was a day before blk dub, zul's open hse at keramat

then bergerak ke rumah mynn! sungguh berbelit jln dia ehe

kusi kesukaan! mrW nak satu!

ni mlm packing barang..tiga org ni nk msk beg tp tk muat

KLIA :(

thanks to all for the great times i had balik kampung.

and those who helped and came for my e-day :)

ps.sorry if sy tak invite dtg raya or for my engagement.well, tade invitation rasmi pon..mane sempat je..lgpon sume org busy beraya lagi.

pps.sy br tukar profile pic fb...emm, tu la mrW..en tunang saya :)

10 more days.

2011-08-17T23:19:00.000+01:00

hello my fav people! ( I know you read this, you..my fav people!!)

hari ni bday my niece, yg tersgt lah manja because she's the first one in our family
7 years old today..but I didn't get to wish her personally, because..my sister never pick up her phone these days!
I swear it is so hard to talk to my nieces...I don't think she picked up any of my call this year! or is it just my call, along? ceeesssssss
boleh cakap with them when they back kat kampung with atok and uwan je..haih.

I can't wait to balik kampung...10 more days..yeay!
but for good will have to wait another year...so I got the 2 years working permit...
since I don't have any savings might as well stay another year to work here for sedikit savings
(don't ask why I have not been saving all these while...I tried okay, I tried...)

I promise I will try as much as possible not to whine, saying I'm lonely and all that
I just miss having my usual friends and since I come from a big family it is really hard to live alone at times
I mean have you guys meet my brothers and sisters? yeah my brother mmg nampak senyap, not at home!
he's my nieces and nephew fav uncle after all!

I'm so happy and excited when I saw my family & friends posted pictures of their get together
tweet their plans to see each other
and then the next second I feel like crying...then I will comfort myself, took a shower
dressed up unwillingly and go out to err...watch movies? which is like 5 mins walk from my apartment
if I did my morning-speed-walk-to-work it took me less than 5!
that is only 2-4 hours of my weekend and the rest I mostly just stay in bed! or on my pretty couch.

well I cook as well..but I don't have any plan to do so this weekend
my banoffee pie turn out okay I think, I bought the double cream tapi tak boleh whip but now I know how to do it, I'll get another cream next time!
masak laksam as well last weekend, the white kuah is easy peasy right..the laksam itself ,oh my god!
sungguh menguji kesabaran nak buat..I just used microwave but still!!! no more laksam!
next time beli je mee laksa tu makan with kuah laksam.
masak- tak memuaskan hati-stress (if you know me well, you know it kills me if anything I cook didn't turn out well)

good thing about staying-in is..I save (some) money!
anyhow, even when I forced myself to go out on a shopping spree I will put back everything I tried on
because I know I'll end up not wearing them since I don't have anywhere to go, no girlfriend to play dress up with, no get together that I look forward to (errr, lepak rumah mrW with all the guys watching bola doesn't count okay, I mean do you wear sweet flowery dress for that?No!)
then balik rumah menyesal (s/times tak percaye tak shop)..and repeat the same thing and still come home empty hand

I have plan to shop this weekend to bring back some goodies, hopefully I won't come back empty hand
although I have no clue what to buy, I supposed bagi the kids duit raya je aci tak?
I seriously don't know what to buy!!! my shopping partner will no doubt have no suggestion at all so I'm helpless.

oh my.I just whined again there..yeah?
*hantuk kepala* sorry, it happened unconsciously, I swear!! bad habit that I will try to get rid off- on top of my list!

anyway, here's the pic from iftar at warda's
haha dah a week over dah....i'm sorry I didn't resize because I don't have any software to resize the picture and my internet connection is really- really crap to dload anything at all(nasib baik 6 months contract je!)
nk tgk youtube 6mins video pon tersangkut-sangkut!pfffttt!!

premier league is here again..i'm not so happy bout it though..just saying!
(no offence to the fan)

yellow!

2011-08-08T23:46:00.001+01:00

plan asal adalah utk update berbuka rumah warda..tp kamera batt tiade so cannot transfer gambar (ok fine mls nk bukak laptop..someone give me a tablet pc already!!!)

so this was the only pic i have in my phone from saturday..si kecil elsa..she refused to open her eyes at all dari time bukak puasa tu sampai la kul 11 nk balik..dh tolak dlm stroller kat bawah br start bunyi2 nangis lapar..alahai lah elsaaa..comel kan?pipi dan dagu sudah semakin tebal nampaknye.

anyway, nasi briyani warda superb as usual..she's due hujung bulan ni still larat masak-masak okay!! n sedap some more..not to forget the kebab daging thingy, i always love that!! thank you warda n nashri :D

i made kek batik tapi a bit lembik because when i put in the biscuits masih cair..sbb i was in a hurry to get to the cinema.but of course i got stood up -_-

and of course you forget what else we did today (last year) other than celebrating syah's bday..i just seems to remember every little detail now didn't i? must forget next time!!u obviously remember too much other thing already by now! okay dah digress dah.(ignore me, i just need to rant a little to a girlfriend, but haven't seen one tonight)

anyway a bit of a good news, my HR allowed me to work while waiting for the working permit application..visa mati lusa :P

phewww..at least no unpaid force leave, i really need the moolah nak raye ni kan..heeee

okay dah sumpah lenguh tgn blog fr phone.going to bed.

good day msian, sleep well dubliners :)

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hello..

2011-08-04T23:35:00.002+01:00

..august..and ramadhan :)
wow...i really been missing for quite a while, no post from july? geezzz..buat ape tah tatau

july...hmmm nothing much..well after my trip back from Malaysia (no, don't count on me to update on that)
probably busy getting used to live alone and whining all the time -to my defence, i'm just adjusting! haha
well at least i'm only throwing tantrums at mrW,or mostly at him...i might have tweeted some when i'm having those all-night-breakdown
yeah, that's just a phase..with a lil PMS on top of it..so i'm all fine now
well, i still have my days when I feel like crying the moment i step into my apartment but then this image of Bridget Jones singing All by myself come into my mind, you know the very first scene? haha lawak gila so terus tak jadi nangis.ngeh ngeh

anyway, i hope everyone is enjoying the month of ramadhan so far, i didn't really do much these last few days
well working of course! and fasting this year is around 16-17 hours, summer kan..maghrib today 9.22pm
so far so good..tp actually hrni rasa plg lapar..probably sbb byk jalan laju hrni kot (bgn lmbat tp blk nk cepat spi -_-)

it just seems like ppl are worried that i didn't eat properly because i'm living alone
ayah beria tanya, what will i cook on the 1st day...because he thought i'm going to eat maggie..hehe
then mrW beria suh berbuke with him n his housemate..but i already had a plan to cook that day okay!!!
so i insisted on iftar alone..but he keep asking dah siap masak tak, saying he's just checking if i have food or not
hello?! sape tlg angkat my grocery hr sabtu tu?

omg people!! i'm a big girl okay, although i do love maggie i still know how to cook and eat proper food!
okay not everyone..maybe just ayah and mrW..i understand their concern, but i will try my best not to iftar with maggie okay (well, time iftar kul 8 esok tatau la..maggie seems tempting and 2 minit je msk :P)

so this is for ayah, to show that i'm eating properly di bulan puasa ini :)
(okay fine i just wanna show u guys i do cook!!! haha)

this was what i had on the first day, spaghetti with spinach and cherry tomatoes (with a hint of blackpepper and lemons) and a salmon bbq.
yes, siap buat air bandung sendiri lagi okay!

i had this on the 2nd day..err, same as the above? haha
err..terlebih masak..n sahur tak larat makan..so i just cooked a new salmon bbq
and put more spinach because i love them!!!

and here is a photo of my small little fridge...haha

to prove that i will cook dan tidak survive on drinking (free) tap water only! hahahasee? i got two packs of salmon, the bbq and plain salmon..wild alaska salmon which is quite awesomeboleh msk asam pedas, msk lemak..i think curry pon okay kot..or go western anyway u want n cooked under 30 mins! yeah, awesome salmon!
i know you can't see clearly there..but there are 2 packs of frozen karipap sardin..heeeeegot me milk, dates, that's a brownie (from Brambles no less!)and a bottle of my own air sirap (thanks for leaving me sirap syah! :P) profiteroles, eggs and fresh mangoesand guess what behind them? sambal hitam belimbing ikan bilis emak!!! my to-go food along with telur dadar..and kalau rajin sardin! heeee.thanks mak :)
then there's butter and cheese to go w my bread, onions and garlic..and oh..i'm pretty sure itu grapes..yup, i got grapes as well!then lastly my sayur-sayuran wajib: pakchoy, spinach, spring onion, coriander, baby tomatoes (must get some carrot and broccoli next week!)and yes i do have a lot more other food in my dry cupboard: udang kering, ikan bilis and lada kering and so on
so yeah, i will cook!!!! ngahahahhasekian ulasan dr peti ais rumah et.

only thing is, it is really hard to cook for one.. of course it is possible but i'm just not used to it (yet)
hence, masak sekali makan 2 hari
well actually these one nampaknye kene mkn 3 hari!
i swear dh makan byk hrni tp tak habes jugak!!!

ayam goreng awesome by org yg suke makan ayam, asam pedas with salmon, and pakchoy with udang kering and tofu

i had these for iftar 3rd day and 4th day (probably esok as well..sbb i got some leftovers and tak baik membazir and agak best blk keje tayah masak)

by the way, i think this is the very first time my asam pedas mcm jadi kaler merah and tak cair!!!i'm so proud of myself!!! selalu mst cair dan agak mengecewakan pfffttt!!!heheand mrW said rasa okay and jadi (though he might said that utk ambik hati je kan and he know i'll go all emo on him if he says otherwise!haha)
but still rs excited sbb i finally get the taste and the look that i always imagine it should be!
thank u mama syah tinggalkan halba n gave me advice on asam pedas!hehe
i asked a lot when she was here jaga syah pantang..and she cooked asam pedas sedap using same chilli i used, so tak puas hati why i didn't get same result
so now dah jadi sbb aunty kate et kene rebus lada tu lama2 n buang biji (this i know but slalu mls nk buat and i thought it won't help! tp membantu rupenye)
then tumis lama2 kasi lada msk br masuk everything else..ooohhhh...slalu malas nk tggu hehe

okay dah..jgn merepek lebih lanjut.gtg
i'll be back soon..promise!

have a blessed ramadhan everyone :)

Al-fatihah.

2011-06-12T12:19:00.001+01:00

the very last time we met, october 2010.already miss you atok :( will visit soon.

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alhamdulillah :)

2011-05-11T00:45:00.001+01:00

hello diary,

it was a good day, my tuesday.
although i hardly sleep the night before, i told myself because it almost summer (light sleep during summer remember?)
i was actually unconsciously worried sick of my decision..to rent this apartment.

had a look on monday, the agent told me someone else was interested on the same one
i like the apartment but that was only the 2nd one i viewed, and i went alone so i just thought i should asked for a second opinion
so i called mrW and he ask this and that and help me to see that i actually already made the decision, only need some convincing :p

so this morning i went on and signed the contract, paid the deposit and get the keys
my own (rented) little apartment!
*instantly feels like an adult*
it's not big at all, 1 bed apartment and little hall just nice for myself :)

when i first came here i rented with 4 girls, now only 1 left and will be leaving soon (hopefully not for good)
ironically, more money spend each time but always less space..
good thing the deposit was only for a week! phewww!

i was so lazy to go for work but who knew good news coming my way
they told our team few month back that there will be a new team n will absorb some ppl from our team
everyone was excited and hoping they're chosen to go as it's the same product/processing but with better hours (10am to 6.30pm)
i just told mrW they won't let me go last weekend because they already taught me a lot of centralised task n i can always cover for people on holiday
i was surprised they called me in and tell me i got it! yeay!!!
just at the right time when i'm quite sick with this odd hours!
the best thing was because my asst manager told me she'll like me to come with her because she trust me with the work..sweet!

showed mrW the apartment after work although i got off from work late
i'm just excited to show ppl the apartment! haha

i have not told mak n ayah yet..quite unsure when to call them, i mean the suitable time..probably after isya' their time
i'll text them first thing tomorrow
i miss talking to them already!

and here here diary, the lil' one next door..just before i went to work this morning

yeah, never fails to put a smile on my face as well

good night!

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Location:Upper Dominick St,Dublin,Ireland

Qaid's day 7

2011-05-06T00:30:00.000+01:00

this was last weekend, a day after he's home..cukur and akikah.

unfortunately I just took pictures waktu bercukur je, makan-makan kamera dh gone..i mean me..i'm gone because the akikah was 2 ekor kambing kot.

sup kambing with roti and nasi with kari kambing..next day lamb chop.alhamdulillah!

haha..i promise i'll be better with the camera next time!

Qaid - before

ni gambar wajib mummy Qaid..haha..peace Syah!

Qaid - after

okay obvious sgt tak malas nk type banyak2?haha

next post! :P

anyway, now Qaid dah banyak bukak mata and suke balas org cakap..hehe

although i didn't really see him a lot pon...asek blk lambat je..heeee

okay going to bed now, hv a great friday peeps!

ps.mak n ayah went to Istanbul and umrah yesterday, I have no friend to talk dah every morning! cepat balikkkk (haha baru sehari!)

pps. it was mrW birthday last monday n i didn't even get him a cake.i gave him a very cheesy fake bday present and he's still smiling and said he love it (or pretend to) haha and he cooks sotong goreng tonight! :D

of the long weekend and my new housemate :)

2011-04-27T00:59:00.000+01:00

long weekend means it was a sad sad tuesday..haha..yela tibe2 kena keje
i don't think i did anything over the long weekend tp penatnye mak oi! rasa nk tido je!

so the Barley Boys officially went separate ways during the weekend
they grew up, one got married and expecting a child soon..but they still remains friend
haha..so tiada orang di ulu lagi lah kirenye, sdh ke city semuanya
i love both apartments..dua2 cantik and selesa.

i was planning to help them move but in the end didn't help much..haha
i did help sikit-sikit laa..heee...
oh oh i went for a massage with pregnant mom no 2 - zhu at Zenergy..sgt best
followed by visit to the Ikea for the awesome meatballs..okay2 tak...makan prawn salad with brown bread aje! fine!
they bought some stuff for their apartments and since i'm menyebok all i got was this colourfull body puff and a rack for my plates...and rack tu boleh pulak hilang sebelah bila nk pasang kt rumah!
kecewa -_-

and I got a new housemate on monday morning..comel gilaaaa..kecik sgt n comel mcm shin chan!heeeee
can't wait for him to come home from hospital tomorrow and i'll take thousand pics to show u guys!(hopefully tomorrow! haritu tak sempat paksa dia jerit)
hospital visit quite strict, benci! seb baik monday cuti...tp sekejap je tengok hrtu :(
omg percaya tak Syah dah jadi seorang ibu?hehe.pelik rasa.

sent off zuha at the airport monday morning as well...sian mira kena tinggal sorang2..heeeee
rasa mcm nak blk for good jugak mcm best je balik..hmmm

see? happy je si kecik ni (i just realised zuha ni kecik comel je time kt airport..haha boleh?)

actually almost everyone in this photo will be going back for good this year!

mira senyum pelik kan?haha peace mira!

visited my new housemate sekejap je like less than 30 minutes, because blh 2 visitor only in 2 hours..
so take turns :P
tp dah nk balik so nnt blh tgk hari2..hehe

and it's Along birthday today, of course I could never get through the busy mom phone line!
so i hope you get my text Along! if not, happy birthday supermom!

okay, im actually very sleepy dah..so excuse this very jumble up post (it's always like this pon!haha)
actually a lot happened this long weekend.....another reason to smile.
(BIG thanks to kakngah and adik for helping out mak on saturday, nanti blk akak belanja okay :D)

okay jom tido!

i'm so broke!

2011-04-22T13:44:00.001+01:00

that's it! no gift, belanja makan from me till after raya (yes, no duit raya also!) for anyone from now on
and no shopping and jalan jalan for me as well (makan makan for myself is fine..proof of my existence.haha)
i'm sorry to those who have birthday after this date but all you get is my unconditional love..see, still got something at least.

i just bought 2 tickets home this year..sehari satu tiket seperti beli tiket di pudu nk naik bas (eh org naik bas kt pudu lg ke?)
then end of may..maybe kena pindah rumah which means sewa kereta, deposit, and all unnecessary expenses waktu nk pindah
and then home in june..home=holiday=$$
and then home again in sept=holiday/raya=$$

i can't believe i just laid it out like that..but thats the truth, every step made will cost you sthg!
okay fine, maybe not broke..tapi very tight and sume dekat-dekat and this means no saving in these months.
tapi kenapa sume kedai nk sale nowwww!!!!!!

okay i meant to write about something else sebenarnye..tp terkejut jap bagi pihak credit card yg ada debit balance for months...haha

oh yeah....despite all this..i'm actually overexcited pasal nk balik in june for nads wedding and rayaaa
wheeeee!!!!!! (although i'm still clueless on how i'm going to move about since my loyal driver will be busy with work, this could mean more $ to spend, okay et stop it!!!)

oh some good news- my company finally agreed on applying working permit for me (which is why i can go home twice this year)
means i will stay another year here, i'm actually glad and excited for the news sbb blk for good in august rase mcm cepat sgt pulak...plus mak n ayah said i should work another year (actually they want me to work here as long as i possibly can and made me think they plotting sthg behind my back! ahah! parents!)
plus i'm actually starting to like my new work more, not the time though but since summer is here it will at least be better..kuar still ada daylight *sedapkan hati*

also this means i still have a chance to go to some places i wanna go.well next year la
this year cuti dah abis, with no saving..
tapiiiii...bosan sebenarnye sume org dah balik -_-
(and i have a feeling since mostly org dah blk, means going places will not happen lah when i'm alone)

okay gonna stop now because this is obviously pointless and i'm starting to feel that i'm clueless with what i'm gonna do next.not good, i'm not sure if i'm happy.
i shall blog about food and friend get together next time...that, i know..always make me happy.

and oh.am off from work till tuesday.
i was excited sbb finally tak kerja on bank holiday tp bangun pg trus rasa bosan!
i was planning to help zhu and the boys pindah tp rasa mcm menyebuk je lebih nnt.
but oh well..pegi mandi la dulu then boleh fikir nak buat ape.

have a good weekend everyone!
spend wisely :P

long live ayah! :)

2011-04-15T01:07:00.001+01:00

a very happy 64th birthday to ayah, may you always be in His blessings.I will always love you, eventhough you threaten to terrorise my FB wall, again -_-'

they celebrated by sponsoring doa selamat makan-makan at surau last night, and ayah asked for cakes..
mak said no cakes! dah tua! of course she already ordered 2 cakes for the night
turned out someone else already cut his cake when he came out..and he went to mak dgn peliknye"eh ada org bwk kek la, kat sana pun ada satu"
hahaha..mak was like...itu kek awak laaa!!! and took a slice for him because he didn't had any yet.
betul surprise menjadi! (although i'm not sure how one can actually cut a cake that read: "Happy birthday atuk" unless of course he got the same birthday and also called atuk,haha)

ps.no hosp surprise this bday, okay ayah?

it's been a while

2011-04-11T16:07:00.003+01:00

well hello there :) i know..more than a month! quite a record this one :p

been busy gawking (?!) at the news every other day..it's only early April but a lot have happened kan?
in these 4 months alone, quite a busy year so far i say..and i don't see this whole thing slowing down anytime soon..
u feel like u have your own issues but truth is even when everything put together they are actually so little and insignificant with all these news/things going on (sans the incredibly annoying politic news of course!)
well at least that's what i feels

but since this is my blog and not the daily news page, i shall proceed with my own personal madness in the past months
be prepared to be really annoying..because this is all gonna be about me!! haha *put on a big-ass crown on head*

okay fine! nothing big happened
same old, same old..*yaaawwnn*
except that i am getting older n my body just have to react to that fact and serve as a reminder, as if i don't have enough reminder...*pffttt!!!

okay I have one...my cousin and a close friend got married on the same day and I missed it!!
well I was planning to go home at first but they have the majlis on the same day (5/6 hrs drive from each other, could be more) and I couldn't make the decision as the cousin is like my own brother and the friend is like my own sister (and I made a promise!!! ah geez just remember the gift dah berabuk dlm bilik..tak pos2!!!)
anyway my parents kata, tak payah la balik...tak baik kan tak ikut ckp mak ayah :p

so around the same weekend, actually exactly a month ago, i had an episode of severe tonsillitis- you might already knew this because I was panicking that morning n tweet bout it
(yeah I know the very 5 ppl reading this blog are the same one following me on my twitter.haha)

to make the story short (well gonna try) i got it 2 weeks in a row, thought it will get better but it didn't...
i had tonsil before but this one was quite different (in a very bad way) sampai suara pon tamau keluar...
called in sick on friday, rase throat dah swollen gila..air liur pon tak boleh telan, dgn high temp..and my right gums sume swollen right up to my right ear sume sakit
the moment syah n husband balik from work around 7pm, I cried to her explaining sini sume sakit (like menangis air mate mengalir2 sbb dh tatau sakit nk buat ape, now fikir blk sgt tak maluuuuu nangis kat syah n husband haha)
and I did all the explaining by typing it on my phone sbb sangat sakit I couldn't even open my mouth..and this went on for another few days..I tried to speak but they don't understand me at all!!!!
so after I cried and made them panick as well diorang ajak pergi hospital..i feel so bad dgn syah yg baru balik keje and perut besar somemore tp tak tahan daaahhh..

okay i got carried away and wrote a very lengthy post about hospital..haha
*save in draft for own read*
to cut the story short, tak jmpe dr on friday (waited till 5am), went to another GP next morning, refer me to a private hosp. (farfaraway private hospital!)
jumpa dr..advise to see ENT specialist, specialist cannot be reached, go back to public hosp wait again fr 5pm saturday till 12pm sunday br jumpe dr...
got treatment till 6pm baru balik rumah with truckloads of drug and a week of mc.

yeah, that was 9 hours waiting on friday and didn't get to see the doctor.
1 clinic and 2 hospitals on saturday, 17-20 hours waiting on saturday till sunday morning to finally meet the doctor (nasib baik doctor yg baik hati dan cun)
5 (if I count correctly) painkiller shots dkt bonbon rase mcm baby dah, haha
and drips tak kira..tp doctor keep changing it sampai petang because I was very dehydrate by that time and all the drugs pon tak boleh telan, so thats the only way to go (actually dia kasi antibiotic pill sekali tapi sume telah dimuntahkan after a min..not a pretty sight!)

and I have mrW and syah n khairil to thanks
i'm so grateful that I have these ppl around when I'm sick
thank you syah n khairil for sending me to hospital, and came over with food for mrW and teman dia borak2..and for listening to all my whining that whole week..hehe
and mrW who missed his class on saturday, game on sunday and another class on monday..
and teman me the whole time kat hospital, with no sleep that weekend, look for nurse whenever I moaned for a painkiller..(well at least you got 3 days fake MC as well kan?haha..and again teman me during your MC!wah baru perasan that was one whole week! :P)

I always said I hardly get sick kan..but now, thats a thing in the past
this year alone dah ada 9 days certified leave on my work calendar! (I used to call-in-sick for fun dulu just to get some uncertified leave.haha)
and I also lost around 3-4kgs during that week I was sick and also a little over 300euro expenses on that alone..

didn't have any spicy and greasy food for almost a month, mostly bubur and soup (with nothing in it!)
and guess what? for the last 2 weeks balas dendam sume benda makan I think I gained about 2 kgs dah?haha
i just love food..now dah tau as long minum air banyak tonsil will be happy.heee

anyway, my laptop dah all good..clean n clear from any virus
so I'll probably update more after this! (don't take this as a promise!heee)

ps.i know you knew who mrW is but i still wanna call him mrW.hehe.okbye.
pss.hi mak! ni dh update blog.haha.peace.

mom call me bybeh!

2011-02-02T14:22:00.001Z

dad's phone, mom territory.
dad would say ok darling anyway!

ps. i think ayah potong rumput, mak sapu comel jek.just now i called: mak jogging ayah naik basikal.hahaha.ok yg tu klaka tak comel.

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masa terbang.

2011-01-31T13:23:00.000Z

betulkan? hari ini dah 31 Jan.

tak sedar pun.
mungkinlah sedar tapi tak expect secepat ini.

bila dari minggu lepas cakap nk update la blog psl weekend psl hari-hari yang buang masa ni, masa dah terbang.
bila dari haritu kata nak pos barang2 tak buat buat, masa dah terbang.
bila dari entah bila nk call bank for new cc tak buat lagi, masa dah terbang (this one is a good thing- debt free)
bila dari haritu kata nak call yg itu ini update bla bla bla semua tak call, masa dah terbang.
bila dari haritu kata nak hantar laptop repair tak hantar2, masa dah terbang.
dari haritu kata nak skinny belt brown dgn brogue brown..eh yang ni dah beli semalam.haha..yeayy!
(ok tapi skinny belt tu size besar sgt so kene g exchange so kena make sure buat if not mmg tak terpakai membazir je nnt!)

sy ni mmg amat pro procrastinate la.
sampai banyak masa dah terbang tapi banyak lagi list yg lama2 tak terpadam (ha ah ni bukan the exhaust list lah, ni list contoh aje)

oh ckp psl laptop haritu eh eh hari semalam berniat nak bli macbook air sbb teruja tgk dia nipis sgt, pastu nampak vaio netbook yg comel jugak dan harganya 3 kali lagi murah dari macbook air itu.
nyaris nak beli sbb dah sedar amat bosan tade laptop dan hanya berinternet menggunakan telefon.
nasib baik tak beli kalau tidak itu adalah impulse buy yang termahal dan tak masuk akal- err kalau macbook air la.vaio reasonable lagi.
so last2 rasa kecewa pergi masuk argos beli hair dryer 15 euro.tatau ape kaitan.

btw last weekend sy pergi london untuk makan2, satu hari sahaja..sbb pergi sabtu blk ahad and i didnt really do anything Sunday so mcm satu hari je lah.
colleagues saya suggest pergi Camden Town, so I went there and love it! nnt nak pergi lagi sbb tu baru first time pergi tak sempat jalan2 byk kedai vintage and kedai seronok lain-lain and makan-makan banyak (byk halal foods and KFC halal juga heee)
oh tak sempat sbb nk balik bersiap2 pergi tgk teater idaman sy, Phantom of the Opera- the original at Her Majesty theatre *kontrol muke excited abes sebenarnye*
best sgt hebat lah mereka superb gilaaa lah best sebab lepas tgk teater g makan lagi! haha (kalau tak pegi makan tak tercapai la motif g london utk makan)
gambar ada tapi tak byk and mostly dlm camera yg tatau entah bila blh transfer dlm laptop.sekian.
eh tak sekian lagi, before pergi makan after teater..rakan selaku hos di London bwk jalan around Soho and to the back lane (well somewhere there) which he exclaimed as the Red Light Disrict of London.of all places? -__-"

minggu ini sy duduk diam2 je kt dublin, friday night pergi tgk Black Swan ngan Zamira.
pastu lapar pastu mkn veggie burger yg sgt surprisingly enak dkt Eddie's pastu dia ambik gambar comot sy letak dlm twitter..apakah?
pastu saturday night sy letak tilam depan tv dan tgk tv.haha sgt seronok tgk American Idol lepastu Juno (eh ada lagi satu movie in between tak ingat) lepas tu Syah n husband kuar...saya tgk the Notebook!
hahahaha.dah lama tak tgk movie tu sampai dah lupa so sekarang dah ingat *dreamy eyes*
hari ahad sy berperangai gemok sahaja.sekian.

oh ada lagi satu asek nak bgtau tak bagitau pon.
tau tak saya ada satu perangai ni...org kata manja tp tak sure manja ke mengada-ngada sbb mmg sgt thin line between dua tu, mungkin banyak mengada-ngada kot.
so tak kesah la either one org nk ckp pon..tp bukan emo ok?
sy selalu sulk. or buat tanak layan...bila tau akan ditinggalkan seorang.
mengada-ngada kan? mcm org lain tade life lain je.
sulk sbb rs sedih dlm hati kena tinggal..huwaaa.ok mengada kan? bukan emo kan?kan?

mummy-to-be

2011-01-19T13:57:00.001Z

all dressed and ready for work but called-in sick, gara-gara mahu menunggu Stokke (thats a stroller for u single ladies) yg di order -_-

Syah at 6 months and a week, maseh mengangkat tgn peace ketika bergambar.haha.peace syah!

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hujung minggu yang lalu

2011-01-17T20:41:00.001Z

ok, i'm starving now!

and don't watch blue valentine!
i know ryan gosling is in it but it's boring!

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word of the day:annoying.

2011-01-11T23:29:00.001Z

i'm bored.and annoyed.

before that, a shoutout to a certain birthday girl (NOT siti nurhaliza ok!), i hope you had a superb day today at work!- only if u follow my instruction to send that email lah of course!heeee.
tell me how it went okay!

okay moving on, i was quite annoyed yesterday (after lunch to be specific) and then i forgot a certain password while doing my work which lead to another annoying thing, resetting password.
which i can do by myself using this resetting password site, and of course i failed the security question to access that site so my last resort will be to call the helpdesk (i cant think straight because i'm pretty annoyed and at this point double annoyed because have to reset password at a crucial processing time of the day, and the failed security question was "what is your father first name"- yeah i'm that annoyed ppl! u can try 3 times before account get locked and wtf system!! i know my father's name okay?!!! *annoying points triple*)
and dear god i hate the helpdesk the most!!!!
i just have few history with them you know, and i actually rang them 5 times yesterday because apparently they know about me better than myself!!!
and how come the helpdesk ppl always end their conversation with "i'm sorry i cant help you with that" whatthehelllll??! tukar nama jadi i-cant-help-you-desk la mcm tu?!
ughhh!!i superhate security questions!!there i said it!
SO DAMN ANNOYINGGGG!!!!!!

okay, it could be because it was monday as well.
and the fact that i just worked 2 days last week.aha.
btw, it was good to have that 2 days so-called medical leave- because i really rest (and cook and eat!) and now dah baik from batuk-batuk and no eyes infection anymore! :)

cop, annoying.
ah!it all started because of you,YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
so annoying but cannot be mad or stay annoyed much more because, well not so fun!
which making me more annoyed, why cannot be annoyed much longer?or merajuk ke?!ugh!*slap face*

annoying things aside, i just started watching glee season 2 yesterday- because it was on tv.i know so slow!
if u know me well, u know i dont like to watch series online, so i will wait until it's on tv or buy the dvd for the whole season.
anyway, i saw kurt wearing the same top i have!i'm pretty sure it is the same top!! and i'm pretty sure i got the top from woman dept okay!haha.

i snapped this from tv.haha.

the only pic i have showing the full shirt.
(btw i was trying on izwan's timber to show my jakunness dgn kasut dia yg bersaiz supermakdatokgajah besar gile okay!)

same shirt kan?haha.

ok i'm bored. blk keje awal dah mati kutu nak buat ape kan?
seb baik dah malam boleh tido.

oh wait, to adura..sorry again i can't make it this march!!!!
i feel so bad -_-
i'll make it up to you soon okay?

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twenty eleven yo!

2011-01-05T00:18:00.001Z

hello people :)
hope it's not too late to wish u guys a happy new year!!!
how's yours?

i watched the london fireworks, on tv of course! heeeee
i never really celebrated new year anyway, even in malaysia.
maybe i'll think of sthg next year, if i'm not down with cough and sore throat!
it was quite bad on nye, so everytime i woke up (didnt really sleep anyway) i took the cough syrup n woke up with swollen eyes!
well only tiny bit on the left eyes, still quite annoying!
it could be an allergic (i know that i'm allergic to some medicine but not sure which one-actually i'm allergic to quite a lot of things as well, so lucky!)
or it could be an overdose as well.haha..

it was khairil's birthday on new year so the wife eh eh i mean syah,ajak makan nyonya with the usual bunch
and warda belanja because dia baik hati wah i'm so lucky 1st day new year dah ade org belanja!
anyway congrats again warda on the great news!

and zara the lil monster turned 1 on the 1st as well!
happy birthday baby!!!
grow some hair will you? haha. so pelik she doesn't hv as much hair as the sisters.
but then she is a bit diff tho, still adorable in her own way :)
cant believe u already walking, cakap cepat2 ok boleh talk on the phone.
speaking of which, dah lama x ckp with the 3 big monsters!
semua dah masuk sekolah, god i felt ancient already!!!!

watched a match at woolshed later on, and the guys played pool for a bit before watching movies
meet lil fockers and love and other drugs, i'm happy to report that i didnt sleep in both movies!
yeay! ok mainly sbb tahan batuk ade ke dlm movie asek nk batuk?! stress.
btw both movies were awesome, go and watch ok!
i watched harry potter and gulliver's travel last week and tertido in both movies, and gulliver's travel was very funny ok! blh tak tertido jugak?!
hmmphh.very gemok!

stayed in and sleep the whole sunday, woke up only to eat!
haha..see?gemok kan perangai!
then i decided to do some exercise on monday so went out with zamira (haha..hello zamira!)-shopping!!!!
she's the one shopping because i conveniently left my card at home -_-

we havent go out for a while so lepak at choc factory :)
this starting to be my fav place! ehe.

yeah, that was an attempt to look a bit kurus, haha.so lame -_-

see? chubby cheeks!!! omg mate dah bertambah-tambah sepet summore! and duduk seblah si kurus zamira lagi, not helping!!!!

ok i better sleep now, need to wake up early tomorrow to go see gp.
yeah, swollen eyes dah bleeding a bit! macam-macam!

before i go this was my first picture in 2011, where's yours?

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the color is blue, baby!

2010-12-29T20:51:00.000Z

OMG! I realised I posted a really emo post (re:previous post)
I swear it just an emo post, I am generally still a happy person! *wide smile*
hahahaa..no biggie dearies!I'm sorry if I made anyone worried. (fine! no one? *emo-face*)

I was a bit homesick, because I was and still literally sick, down with flu and super-annoying cough and the weather doesnt really help.
I always miss home the most when I'm sick (mom to be exact).
so thats why! plus I saw people with their bags otw to bus/train station to go home for christmas and it's making me super-sad tak balik christmas (eh apsal emo tak blk christmas, time raya ok je *smack head*)
and it was that time of the month, and I was busy with work so I was really tired, no..make that super-exhausted!
I was still at work at 9pm on Christmas Eve, well not a big deal for me but pity my colleagues who really celebrate christmas.

didnt really do much during the long weekend, eat, sleep, watch movies (and sleep while doing that as well!), hang out with friends, yeah pretty much the default settings.
oh and I coughed, A LOT, to the point I couldnt sleep at all.
and I woke up this morning with sore-throat, suara sume tamau kuar dah- which I think because of the dry-cough.annoying nye!!! cpt la baik oi!

anyway Nad got engaged during christmas (about time right?ehe.peace Nad), Ada and Farfar turns 26!
see how much I missed while doing nothing during the long weekend over here?
I saw the pics for Nad's engagement, you're so gorgeous babe..can't wait for the big day!and congrats again!! *big hugs*
and to Ada and Farfar, happy 26th! i know, not fun right? late 20's! haha.
well, age is just a number...or so they said :P

cant wait for this coming new year long weekend, although my plan is to, well..do nothing!
sweet nothing.
and let's hope i'll be eating and sleeping well these last 3 days of 2010.

till then, let's look for blue things for this coming May...i'm so happy *wink*

"The single biggest problem in communication is that the illusion that it has taken place" - G.Bernard Shaw

2010-12-23T01:31:00.001Z

I got that from a fellow toastmaster during our monthly meeting last 2 weeks. It was a fun meeting, those people were really creative with their speech and tabletopics. I wish I was as confident as they were, and still funny at the same time.

That was the only thing that really made office a bit enjoyable these last few weeks. Okay, I actually starting to enjoy my job as well but late nights drives me crazy. I already on a late morning shift , but I STILL CAN'T WAKE UP ON TIME! I'm blaming the weather.yeah snow, you are not fun anymore.go away!

yeah, let's blame everyone else but yourself.pffft.

I wonder if everyone are busy lately.I mean real busy. or they assume i'm busy, and then I assume the same so they leave me alone and I do the same so we just didn't say hi anymore.

like i'm happy to be left alone, or they think i'm not actually alone.maybe i'm not alone sometimes but i can feel lonely as well, or i look happy but maybe i'm not.

like everything have to be keep as a secret, privacy whatever that means but sometimes you just want to share some exciting news with someone and hope they are excited too or simply just to let it out.but it's a secret so no sharing, you could be a secret.why must be a secret?being a secret can be sad. must be.so sad especially if you are excited because it's your first time. could be an illusion, you know?

i really need to get my new credit card soon, thats the only way i know to topup my voip account (to call malaysia, coz it's cheaper for me to call i understand) -credit running low at the moment so just keeping it to call mom. maybe i can use my laser but hello laptop with virus?i know i can fix it and actually been delaying doing everything from renew credit cards to change my bedsheet (actually i love the color it match perfectly with my carpet) with the same reason: i'm tired!

so if i'm not working all i want to do is nothing.what a waste!

i better sleep now.enough rambling.ah so tired being a women, apart from having to stay beautiful (subjective) we have to cope with this monthly emotional whirlwind.not to add the breakouts as well.i hate this the most (newsflash!)

ok fingers already numb from blogging through phone.gtg.

btw, that quote from George Bernard Shaw..very true , right?

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another saturday.

2010-12-11T19:29:00.001Z

hello.saturday.not.working.YEAAYYYY!!!!!

really, SUPERYEAAYYYY!!!

i thought last week was the longest week...but man, this week was even worst!

but kinda bored now.did nothing since i woke up (well other than shower,cook,eat n watched the idiot box)

so might as well post some bday pics fr last week, while waiting for xfactor final.
i'd say twas a perfect weekend if the family was here, low key but still..almost perfect.

thanks to mummy-to-be for cooking and the treat from la senza :)

oh oh xfactor dh start, i'm gonna do this really fast now.haha.

see syah's bump at the back!

there there..see it?heee :)

miera sent the flower n balloon to office n my colleague bought me a cake! so thanks mirsss! x

warda got me that furry thingy..sgt comel n plg best utk warmkan kan kaki sgt sukaaaa.thanks warda :)

this i found before i sleep (after penat merajuk, ada ke main sorok2 n buat2 lupe?not funny)

thanks, you! n for breakfast n the rest of the day :)

n thanks for the messages and shoutout on fb (awh!) as well.
u make this bday girl happy on her 26th! :)

ok guys, enjoy the rest of the weekend.
am gonna eat my cheese tortilla with salsa dip while enjoying the xfactor finale!

and oh, all the best for those sitting for exams next week! u'll get through it!amin!!!

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salam maal hijrah

2010-12-06T23:06:00.005Z

i was planning to update bout my birthday weekend but caught up with work
and i would like to say i'm STRESSED out now!!
small matter but still, i'm quite upset with myself!

anyway,mak texted early morning:jgn lupe bace doa awal thn n akhir thn lepas maghrib hrni
so when i was doing my routine call later on she reminded me again n i was like:oh around 4, okay!

and guess what? i forgot!!!! of course i'm in the middle of doing my work but i've always make sure i didnt miss those opportunity every new year (well it's kinda my resolutions last few year and i havent missed them since)
more reason to be upset today :(

and my resolution last year?
almost going down the drain!
must be better and discipline from now onwards! it's an ongoing progress at least (wah ongoing! mcm tgh buat performance review for work pulak)

have a bless year ahead peeps :)

need to de-stress now.
later.

sexy's my name

2010-12-03T08:28:00.001Z

jyeaaahhhh! today is the day that i feel this song finally gonna make sense, u know that line: it's ur birthday so tell me what u wanna do, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY I REALLY WANNA GET WITH U!

this is quite an early morning for me..please excuse me now, as u can see *referring to the above* i have a lot of growing up (or old- whichever suit) to do.

white icy birthday! this is new!

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hello december?! hmmmph.

2010-12-01T23:56:00.001Z

i cant believe it's already december!
i'm so tired these days i dont want to do anything at all!

tlg la stop snowing it's not fun anymore, walking to work is really a chore these past few days..spi ofis dah nak pengsan kepenatan.
i'm so going to work with a cab tomorrow! i just hate being cranky (all by myself) sbb in the end keje kena jugak buat, and still kene drag myself out of bed pegi keje.

i need more time to sleep pls?
ok selamat mlm.

and enjoy december (i kinda despise this time of the year sometimes)

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the gorgeous white weekend :)

2010-11-28T14:51:00.001Z

both pics taken fr my bedroom window (yeah, so lazy to take pic outside)

the only autumn pic i have this year..few weeks ago,i thought it's gonna stay for a while but winter starts early this year!

this morning..have not step out fr my apartment yet, tp dh rase mcm dlm peti kottttt

but i think i hv to move now! i hv so many things to shop! wuhuuuu
went shopping yesterday n it was uber fun! finally got what i want..oh except for new boots n jeans.gonna hunt for them today..yeay!

stay warm peeps :)
later

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raison d'etre

2010-11-24T16:41:00.000Z

omg! blog saya tidak boleh diakses di pejabat!
tp amat pelik mengapa masih boleh log in dan update.jeng jeng jeng kan.
mungkin lepas ini tak boleh dah makanya saya bakal menghilang lagi, ngeh ngeh ngeh.

tp tape, sbb dulu saya berblog supaya family saya tau ape saya buat tanpa perlu saya call sorang demi sorang (hence the lack of updates whenever i'm back because 24/7 depan mata :p)
tp memandangkan ramai yg dh terlibat dgn social network makanye lagi senang nak update, although tade la update sume.
mak ayah plak saya call hampir setiap hari sekarang..makanya mereka tahu la hatta sehari tu saya makan ape pon.
cume abang saya...hmmm..tatau nk ckp ape, kadang2 duk serumah pon dia boleh left out of the loop..but thats his thing, so let him be.still he's the sweetest brother! (abg satu boleh la kan ckp cenggini..i cant say this to the sisters okay!sbb ramai la plak.aha)
ok dah ape kes panjang berjela explain.

btw, while i'm at it...kalau ade sesiape guna ping chat lemme know ok.
i just dont like messenger anymore and hardly facebooking as well (ikut mood).
so that probably the best way to go! (nad, whats ur ID again?omg everytime call nak tanye tp mesti lupaaaa)

that being said, i think i'm very bad with keeping in touch with friends off late.
other than stalking them on facebook and twitter, errr..nothing.that's pretty much it.
i'm trying my best to call once in a while but is it just me or everyone seems like they're drifting away?
probably everyone is busy with life.that must be it.sad, but true.
or i could be the one drifting away, right?

i shall send everyone christmas card this december.
well they sell a lot of that cards this time of the year (duh!), and it's red.so that'll do okay!
omg this gonna be fun! i love writing cards!!! *korek tabung beli setem*

oh and another thing, my laptop mmg tak boleh guna langsung.
the anti-virus wasn't updated and it got the mak neneks of viruses now so i dont wanna risk doing anything on my laptop.
itu bermaksud no pics updating at all until thats fixed or I got myself a new netbook okay?
so hang on.

ok.that was a long entry.
ah.i miss this..membebel tanpa arah tujuan dlm blog.
who cares if anyone read it or not.aha.

to friend that matters, i miss u guys (A LOT!!!)

happy birthday adik :)

2010-11-16T21:42:00.001Z

double two yo! aha.behave pls! (esp dpn org2 tua..gahaaahaha)
love u mucho, whatever age u r u still my adik, so dgr ckp kakak ini ok!heeee.

to everyone else, selamat hari raya haji :)

i know i hv not updated for a month, well..long story!
most of it boiled down to lazy actually.aha.

so i just dloaded this apps, might be a bit rajin to update nnt-we'll see! (also wanna see how this post gonna turn out in the blog)
laptop kene attack virus and annoying gila nak guna..
about time for a new laptop i guess..oh yeah, i can get one as a bday present for myself in aboutttttt *ehem* 2 weeks :p

ok gtg.i have to practice my speech for toastmaster tomorrow! wish me luck!

and oh, someone's bday tomorrow right?

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Shiny happy people.

2010-09-30T14:13:00.001+01:00

Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

-Meredith (Grey's Anatomy)

When I got off from work on time and someone decided to be extra-nice to cook dinner, awesome dinner I must add!
Happy must be you.Hello :)

(So easy to bribe with food.Happiness = Happy tummy.haha)

Butterfly effect.

2010-09-28T20:55:00.002+01:00

Dear diary,

I wish things will be the same but now I know it will not, and I am sure of it. I want to watch fireworks.Live fireworks.Strawberries are a member of rose family (yesterday's Snapples). One single fact can really change how things are. If you know it then before anything, it probably will change everything. Hence, there must be a reason you only learn about it after everything. Probably this fact shouldn't made known at all. Less 'what if's', you know. Although in a way, it did answer a lot of questions.

Sometimes I do things without thinking, but in the end I always convinced myself I have already put a lot of thought into it if not I wouldn't do it in the first place right? Maybe I didn't think at all. Just doing it blindly because it feels right and it is what I want. Really want in some cases. I'm not sure if this is good or bad. Are others like this too? Also, if it felt right does it mean you don't have to think things thoroughly?

I don't really mind if things will never be the same again. Actually scratch that, read it the other way around (Geez, I really have to stop saying things I didn't mean, like saying I'm okay when I'm not. I wish other people do the same as well, although I understand why people do it..saying things like that is really the easy way out- no further explanation needed)

Okay, where was I? Oh yes...you see, I have this pair of fav shoes (actually I have a lot of favs but this one is my current fav) and I only wear it couple of times. I wore it last weekend, from Henry St. to Grafton St. and back to Henry St. and I just realised this morning that it's already ruined! :( There's nothing I can do to fix it because its those scratching marks at the wedges. Gah! I know for a fact that this particular ruined shoes will never be the same again and there's no use to mourn over it but I know I will, I mean I am now! Right at this moment until I find a replacement. The replacement however, will never be the same and I will forever wish that it is.

What if I didn't wore my fav shoes last weekend? It probably will still be the same, correct? Did I regret wearing it last weekend? No. Should be more careful next time with other fav shoes. I am klutzy anyway, and the streets of Dublin are uneven. That 2 facts will not change.

Shoes already ruined anyway. Get over it et!

Yes, this is about my shoes (Or maybe not)


The aforementioned shoes are the second one, gray with brown straps.

I took picture of my new shoes -_- Don't judge me.

ps.I couldn't care less about spelling or grammar, so don't bother.

positive vibe.

2010-09-23T02:30:00.003+01:00

i have 1001 negative things in mind that i wanna jot down here.

one of it- still having annoying breakouts, although this is due for the monthly visit..but still, as if having hormonal imbalance and backache not enough?!

helllooo..i'm almost 26, go away breakouts! NOT A TEENAGER ANYMORE! i have a lot of other things to worry about now okay!

(sorry ~~verysuperduper~~ a bit emo, breakouts and me go waaayyy back)

pheeww~

now that leave me with another 1000 negative things.

mundane lil things.

i know.i'll pull the trigger on my own head now.

well don't worry, i'm not gonna write the rest 1000 things here.

because i wanna share something else, a positive vibe.methink.

i'm not sure if u guys heard of Wani Ardy (i did mention her few times before if my memory serves me right)

but anyway, i follow her blog, writings and songs.

so i listened to Wani Talks tonight, Ep 2 to be specific- What to do when you feel down.

wait, i'm not sure how to paste it here but u can listen to Wani Talks in her blog - http://waniardy.com/blog/

widget on the right side.carilah nanti jumpa.

btw, no 4: create positive vibe.

i think she's a positive vibe, well my positive vibe for tonight at least.

hence, i'm sharing this with u guys ;)

also no 2: share (almost) everything with your parents.

i call my parents everyday, tapi talian tak dapat dihubungi sejak hari ahad- kalau anda pandai kira harini dah 4 hari!

semalam dpt call ayah tp tgh berubat or kt hosp shtg whatnot, n called mak this morning tak boleh ckp bcoz busy nak siapkan Ada for school! so no proper conversation there at all.

tambah emo! ok maybe that's why.

anyway, i love her songs too (am a proud owner of one of her EP- Meanwhile, thanks to Mynn :p)

so while i'm at it..i wanna share these 2 tunes from her tapi malas lah nak letak video just click the link okay?

it just, dia nampak sgt happy menyanyi these 2 songs (n as she mentioned, very unusual of her to record a happy song)....so her happy vibes macam melekat to me plak.

i'm going to bed smiling now. enjoy the songs!

Happy

Surreal

oh yes, awesome shirt in Surreal video.setuju?

i think i need a new pair of shoes.chic shoes.just because.

p/s:saya tak down pon to start with, not exactly.tapi lebih kurang la effect dia.

another 2 weekends :)

2010-09-19T22:50:00.002+01:00

to go home! yippie yeay!

too bad raya already over by that time.this year rasa raya tak meriah la dah bercuti pon.

to me lah.could be because of the food poisoning.haha.

tapi everytime call mak n ayah diorang tgh sebok beraya sakan lagi with the sisters and brother.

mad jealous!!! tapi x bgtau ah, mst kerek sket.ahaha (tade point sungguh nk kerek begini)

anyhoo, i'm kinda lazy to blog these days.

or do anything for that matter.pegi keje, balik keje.makan, tgk movie.

pegi keje lagi, makan.blk keje, tido.

u know, routines.

so 2 weekends, cepat la sikit jalannnnn.amin.

yesterday woke up super early n had a date with Mirae.

dah lame tak buat girls day out like this, start with breakfast, then shopppp.hehe.

although the autumn rain dah datang, masih gigih berjalan sana sini.

(btw sorry with all the pics quality, weather sucks n kinda lazy nak adjust duduk sane sini or edit.haha)

Saturday date

then went to warda's.she cooked the whole feast- u know nasi briyani, lamb curry, awesome kebab sheesh

(with cili padi sgtla pedas tapi sedapppps, siap tapau bwk balik muke tak malu betol-well she insists!haha)

sorry no pics available sbb busy mkn kot? aha.bahaya nnt org lain abes kan.haha.

then watched Winter's bone, a bit boring tapi tade la entirely tak best.

just not my kind of movie.


Thanks Warda n Nashri!

Sunday date

i was super hungry today (no breakfast) and craving for this amazing noodles at Toss'd @ Chq building.

so jalan lah dgn perut yg lapar to IFS..sampai2 tutup!!!!

tipu kan, dia tulis open sunday..so terpaksa rela pegi makan kat Swai, which btw Halal dah now! (ada sijil kat depan.aha)

the last time i was there for my birthday, tak ingat sangat food dia..tp roti canai n rendang sedap.

the claypot biasa aje (that's nasi ayam n udon claypot), tp kalau lapar boleh la ye.yeay tak sabar nk balik makan claypot Jusco!haha.

and i watched Toy Story 3 today! i love 3D movies.heeee.

(tapi Piranha sumpah sampah gilaa, mcm tgk porn ada ikan ganas jek.ikan tu pon lucah gak.ish.ish)

ok back to routine tomorrow.

selamat bekerja juga rakan-rakan *sadface*

the only exception.

2010-09-13T23:05:00.002+01:00

heyho!

1st off, a very happy birthday to cik Zamira!!

i saw the dress u wore today n u look amazing!

may Allah bless u always,n my wish for u that u'll be smiling like that for the days to come ;)

(am sorry for not spending the day with u, but definitely this weekend aite? am a bit sluggish still)

secondly, congratulations to cik Adura on her engagement :)

i'm so happy for u, and cepat lah upload pics i wanna see!!!

n again, sorry mcm mamai waktu call...tgh in between sleep-rest.

yes, ckp pasal sleep-rest n sluggish...haha...al kesah hari raya ni kena food poisoning la pulak wey!

1st day raya masih ok..u know, did the whole normal thing anak perantau style- smayang raya malaysian hall, lepak kat rumah afterwards tgk movie melayu (nak feel raya konon but LBS was really disappointing btw!)

then went to Kak La's makan-makan, balik cont with movie and lepak spi tertido sampai tv yg tgk org.

well, u get the picture (oh btw the pics for 1st raya already up on FB!)

2nd day raya went to 2 open houses..makan mcm banyak la jugak

can't help it tp mmg teruja kalau nmpk food, well raya kot?

and that night sgtlah ngantuk amat tp tak blh tido..i thought makan byk sgt ni, then last skali bgn 2am muntah semuaaa.

next day, 3rd raya (yesterday lah) stay in the whole day bangun to drink only, makan bubur a bit..tido most of the time sbb rase demam on off with saket kepala some more!

boleh tak raya mcm ni?

i thought sbb makan byk sgt, turned out ramai lagi yg sakit perut yesterday.

so it could be food poisoning lah.dgn ini sy simpati pada diri sendiri dan rakan-rakan lain yg turut terkena.haha.sadis betol.

so today suka-suka buat cuti sendiri (best ah dah lame x ponteng keje)

sbb penat sgt semalam rest the whole day!haha.

ok pening la jugak bgn pagi tp after makan dh ok.

but i was already bored by lunch time so tomorrow definitely going to work!

so, hows ur raya do guys?

anyway, i'm watching MTV VMA's at the moment..

i love that song The only exception by Paramore

and..Dog days are over by Florence and the machine mcm best kalau nk dance..wait, i don't dance.

wth, it just one of the song that make u wanna dance (me lah)..or it could be her dress.hmmm..whatever.

p/s:saw Bieber doing his Baby number for VMA n he did this heart-thingy things (u hv to really concentrate watching it to see this move) n remind me of andy heart dance n i'm this close to text someone to check out that video bcoz obviously she's the only one that understand but...hmm..how to say this.text not send n..this kinda sucks!

awesome news:esok rayaa!!! and.....

2010-09-09T10:05:00.000+01:00

wait, not so awesome news first: i missed sahur this morning!!!

howw come????!!!! omg pecah la rekod I tak penah miss sahur! dang!

the last day boleh plak miss!!! grrrr..marah dgn diri sbb dh bgn kul 4 tido balik, slalu bgn je pastu tp nk dijadikan cite terbgn la pulak pukul 6 oiii!!!

padan muka lapar lah kau sepanjang hari.

and not so awesome news no 2, harini keje bakal balik lambat.

i mean mmg la office hour abes kul 8pm, ni blk lebih sikit dari tu..so tade la nk bertakbir bagai ye mlm raya *insert emo hungry face*

berbuka pon dgn coklat vending machine gamaknye.

hmmphh..harap2 harini ada org mulia nk tolong buat keje kasi blk awal so blh iron baju raya.haha.itu yg difikirkan.

(tak..tgh runsing jugak nk pakai beg ape! nk bwk kamera ke tak? haha)

not so awesome news no 3, raya tak balik kampung!

huwaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! ok ni bukan news.fine! ramai jugak org lain tak balik.

not so awesome news no 4..err, simpan dlm hati je la.

eh ni dah lari tajuk, title dah awesome news kan..tibe2 bagi not so awesome news plak.

here, here..my awesome news...

ok.eventhough tak blk kampung..tp cuti raya esok approved.

and esok confirm raya.hoyeaaah! hellloooo long weekend and delicious fooddd!

(ye, beginilah makna raya pemuda-pemudi di perantauan sekarang...rosak2)

ok sebenarnye tu je yg awesome.ok dah berkira-kira patut ke tak tukar title post neh.haha.

eh cop, hah dah ingat dah.

ni SUPER AWESOME news okay!

ok sume tarek nafassss.

fakta menarik gambar di atas:

1.ni kali terakhir balik malaysia, dan balik raya..2 years ago.

2.tu parents kesayangan et, et nye belakang kamera la..eh ape kaitan? oh yes, they are superawesomemakayah (where do u expect awesome-me come from?yes, them! *points to picture*) and I miss them! ok dah jgn buat drama air mata plak.

3.oh the blue one my parents, the pink one my friends.this was at their wedding day, 2 years ago (ok kenapa mereka the parents diheret sekali ke wedding ini adalah sbb dijemput dan esoknya anak kesayangan mereka nk balik so g mane2 kene heret, dan...bride tu sedara laa..ok, sedara jauh..but still!haha struggle explain)

4.ok here come the super awesome news..eh teka lah, okay? clue caption gambar di atas: my PARENTS with the bride and groom..connect the dot will you? :)

ok kalau tak cukup clue nnt text et.haha.ok ni clue lagi satu: super awesome news ni pasal the bride n groom, bukan PARENTS saya (kalau x paham lagi mmg super lembs!)

btw, these two lovebirds are my next door neighbour.yeaynessss!!!

ok dah.kene wrap up nk g mandi dan membanting tulang 4 kerat.

since esok raya, selamat hari raya :)

maaf zahir dan batin.

(esp sebab tuduh sape2 yg tak dpt tangkap clue di atas lembs.haha)

have an awesome raya okay? sila jgn membazir, dan tanye mak ayah apa makna raya sebenar..ingat makan je..haish.(yg di perantauan tanya tahun depan.heee..so, blh proceed dgn plan makan.haha)

speechless.

2010-09-06T06:35:00.000+01:00

wow.no update for almost 2 weeks?

and I think it was the most emotional (week) I had this year.

(actually a very close second)

dan et jadi speechless.so, everytime nak update..delete or stay in draft.

not exactly speechless, maybe too personal and susah nk put into words.

actually,it is personal...and i'm not good with words so screw that.

and on top of that, work macam gile lah oi last week.

although i was off on monday, keje 4 hari je...but dear god, last week felt sooo looonnnggg!!!!

keje sampai lupa lah dh sampai waktu berbuka (ok ni maybe more to kerunsingan)

i know tak baik kan mcm tu, tp this week mst kasi igt nak berbuka on time.

weekend maybe dah recharge sket

(yeah, this involved a whole LOT of food on the table n a lot of duvet time)

food=comfort..healthy sungguh et! *menggeleng2 memandang dlm cermin*

so 3 days more eh?time really flies!..geezzz..homesick!!!!

hey, kalau balik raya jalan elok-elok ok?

fine! mst sume dh blk rayaaa...jelesss!!!!

sila doakan hari raya jatuh hr jumaat, dan cuti et approve hr jumaat tu.

sbb br apply last friday.clever me.

later, alligator!

A roller coaster kinda rush.

2010-08-24T23:20:00.000+01:00

I know i said nak cita pjg2 about the weekend, but to my defense i've uploaded an album in FB when we were sending off ummar..so sila lihat itu dulu ye (haha mcm org nak bace je kan, it's gonna be about food anyway.haha)

I just wanna share this vid, a cover of The way i loved you (Taylor Swift)...sgt sweet, these two :)

and amazingly talented, so enjoy!

the weekend

2010-08-22T23:26:00.044+01:00

food, friends, belated birthday and bid farewell to another one.

i really need my sleep now, haih weekend mcm lg penat pulak dr weekdays weyh.

nak cita pjg esok-esok la ye..n rest of the pic should be in FB already, n few more later.

oh before that: all the best with the result tomorrow rakan-rakan :)

(Annual?) Iftar at Barley's

Sending off Ummar

Canvas printing of our pics as the farewell present


Ummar, being Ummar.

and then only few of us left here..setia lagi dgn bumi Ireland ni nampaknya.

esok-esok blk for good hantar diri sendiri je lah.

Rabi'atul Adawiyah Zainal Abidin.

2010-08-17T22:59:00.001+01:00

Anak (sedara) sulung turns 6 today!

so i called home this morning, she answered as usual (sekolah dgn atok n uwan at bentong, imagine lah manjanya)

and tanya soalan yg dah lama dia tak tanya: ni makngah ke maktam? -__-

bertuah punya budak! dulu dia slalu ingat makngah sbb dia kecik n slalu dgn makngah, mcm dh lupe ada maktam

tp hari ni tatau la apsal peel dia kan..kecik ati!!! (haha dgn budak 6 tahun pon nk kecik ati)

pastu bile tanya birthday siapa harini, dia ckp: kakak laa..hari ni birthday betul2 tau maktam!

pastu tak sempat nak borak panjang dia dh lari, bertuah punya budak!

atok mesin rumput pon nk teman..ngengada!

oh bila tanya mak kenapa dia ckp harini birthday betul2, rupanya sbb weekend dah potong kek

kat skolah pon dh celebrate last week..so dia mcm tak teruja sgt lah harini tp tetap menekankan yg dia tau harini birthday dia..haha.

adoi la rabi'atul. dah la asal call rumah mst lah suara dia kat belakang..menyanyi la, baca doa la.

buat org rindu je! tp tak dilayannn.hmmmmm.nasib lah sape suh duk jejauh kan.

on another note, semalam blk keje dpt mail fr ACCA :)

welcome to membership! hoyeaahh!!! tatau apsal rasa sgt teruja.

maybe sbb tak expect kot dpt cepat sgt, sbb baru je apply few weeks ago.

or maybe sebab...ha inilah yg kau tunggu selama ni.nah ambik, skang mcm boleh terus dgn kehidupan.

haha..apekah et?

tp sgt gembira.alhamdulillah :)

akhirnya rasa mcm ada achievement dlm hidup ni.hahahhaaa.omg apsal emosi sgt neh!

maybe jugak sbb boleh dah letak initial tu blakang nama..hehe

Siti Noor Hasliza Md Latip ACCA.

(ni dia ckp dlm letter membership hokeh, bukan pandai-pandai!)

tp ada rase sedih jugak, mcm tatau nk kongsi kegembiraan ni dgn siapa (td call mak blh tak lupe nk bgtau gara-gara Rabi'atul Adawiyah tu la...buat org kelu lidah je)

sbb kan..kalau ckp dgn org kan..ah mls la nk ckp.

dgn ini, sy akan tggu bulan 10 bila balik Malaysia utk celebrate achievement ini..hehe

(kakngah take note! i want an affiliate n membership party hokeh! sila arrange, thank u!haha)
btw, membership admission fee kena byr 189pounds, so mngkn sbb tu juge emosi.haha

oh iya, tiba2 rasa mcm nk blk Malaysia..for good.

or nak tukar kareer.i mean kerja. rasa mcm tak berbaloi je ape yg di buat skang.

mcm tiba2 rase nk ambik serius qualification yg ada.tp ni mungkin sbb emosi aje.haha.

sila abaikan,ok dah nak sambung bermonolog dgn diri sendiri.

cop, verdict on tepung pelita: okaylah, me think.not too bad.

hehe, just the white on top tu mmg benar seperti kata mak patut kurang tepung so that dia tak pejal sgt.

syah kata for a first timer sedap je...hehe..supporter sejati i :P

so from 26 dah jadi 6 je mkn sendiri dgn syah n hasben..hehe

rasa mcm lg lame lagi best je sbb sejuk, lg sejuk lagi sedap!

ok dah skang blh sambung bermonolog balik.

take it easy peeps.

tepung pelita.

2010-08-15T19:10:00.041+01:00

wehooo!!! mission accomplished! (eh cop, not yet sbb tak rasa lg ok ke tak)

al kesah, dari puasa tahun lepas dah print resepi nak buat tepung pelita ini ye, tp tak kesampaian.

maka atas dasar teringin nak makan dan dah tade org jual pulak (selalu ada org jual thn ni tade pulak)

ingat nk gune bekas plastik je senang, tp sbb jumpe daun pisang kat Oriental Market tu..so why not give it a try kan?

after all, lipat2 je takkan la susah sgt.

although i did called my mom earlier tanya psl tepung pelita n dia ckp dia jarang (or tak buat) tepung pelita sgt sbb dia tak reti lipat2 bekas tu.

hahaha...so dh set mind, ok kalau tak reti lipat neh maksudnye gene.wahahahaa..blh tak?

anyway, cara-cara membuat bekas from My Kitchen Diary n kuih from My Resepi kalau ada sesiapa nak buat...easy peasy! google je :P

so here's my first try buat bekas:

hahahaha!!! faillll!!!

turned out nak buat bekas ni yg memerlukan kesabaran (utk 1st timer mcm saya ye dan juga si klutzy!haha)

rasanya spent nk dekat 1 hour je nk figure out the right size n mcm mane tanak kasi hancurrrr..hahaha

tips:mst layurkan elok-elok je, jgn lembik sgt n jgn keras sgt utk senang lipat (ceh kau bg tips mcm dh expert je!)

ni percubaan2 yg lain, besar sgt lah, kecik sgt lah, tinggi kecik telentang sume ada...

dah siap buat bekas baru la buat the actual kuih..haha..lawak betul nk buat bekas yg struggle!

akan tetapi...tatau la kuih ni jadi ke tak lagi sebenarnye sbb belum rasa lagi...mengikut resepi sahaja.

pastu call mak lagi mak kate utk santan putih yg atas tu jgn letak tepung banyak2 so that dia mcm lembik sket

akan tetapi time tu dh terlambat sbb dh siap pon tggl nak isi dlm bekas je..ngaaaa

hopefully rase dia tk la menjengkelkan sgt!

(baru boleh kasi jiran..hahaha)

i think patutnye hijau lagi, tp lurus kan 1st time buat ikut je la resepi guna 4 keping daun pandan..hehe

setelah siap :)

ada 26 bekas semuanya! yeayyy!

tak sabar nak berbukaaa..heee..

pn aisyah pon dah siap msk mee kari dan membuat kan perut terasa lebih lapar gara2 bau kari yg sedap ini.

n sekarang teringin nk mkn kuih cik mek molek pulak..senang je nk buat and dlm peti ada lagi ubi..hmmm..

kalau keje normal hours kan best!

oh btw, semalam tgk the expendables with the usual and the newlyweds yg br sampai!

zhu got a newhaircut, but i think it's the seri pengantin..or dia mcm happy semacam, tp mcm cantik semcm.hehe.

anyway cerita tu best, tp rase mmg agak ganassss..so sile jgn bwk anak2 menonton ye.haha.

ok dah tau esk nak msk ape for berbuka.yeay!

selamat berbuka rakan dublin, n selamat bersahur rakan malaysia :P

*berharap jam berputar dgn cepatnye*

selamat berhujung minggu!

2010-08-14T05:06:00.001+01:00

selamat pagi :)

wow! rasa sgt bertenaga mcm nak lari keliling rumah pastu cuci toilet lantas mop lantai hall.

tapi, baru buat laundry je (read:sumbat baju dlm machine)

haha..over kan perasaan nak buat sume benda sbb baru kekenyangan sahur

pelik la org tade selera nk sahur (haha, bilenye lah kau nak tak ade selera et oiii)

alhamdulillah, setakat ni amat jarang tade selera :P

ok actually mcm rase kenyang berbuka ada lagi, pastu sahur makan lagi

so mcm struggle nak tido blk..ha kantoi kan tido pas sahur, hehe

tp kalau tak tido mmg rs zombie, isyak nak dekat kul 11pm, subuh around 4.

(alasan org gemok betol)

oh yes, tujuan post ini adalah untuk bgtau..i'm on twitter!

haha..ok fine, sebenarnye on twitter since 2 years ago..tp tak penah activate kan.

i don't remember why i signed up in the first place dulu, but i'm pretty sure it got to do with stalking someone.or not.

yeah, the commitment! haha.a bit retarded dulu.or maybe still am.

but anyway since i got my new phone, might as well gune kan.ye tak?

tgk la jalan ke tak.

here, here..my id is etlatip..mari tweets together! (lambat kan.haha)

it was etdimitrie, but that's sooo 1998 -high school, that's a long story for another time!

i'm not really sure how it works, but i'm sure it's not rocket science..so nnt blh figure out :P

ok, selamat berhujung minggu :)

rest well and take it easy!

kalau kat malaysia mesti hari jumaat dh bergegas balik bentong, ah well..soon..soonnn :)

p/s: sila enjoy suara seksi Tam (i know ni lagu lama tp recently overheard on someone's song list terus dengar balik tiap2 hari..geezz..cheesyyyyy gilaaa)

of thursday.

2010-08-12T20:05:00.001+01:00

weyyyhh...lapar tak?lapar tak?
pheeww, seb baik tak bli coffee kan kt ofis sbb lupa puasaaa.haha.

i had roti paratha, cooked by the lovely Mira this morning for sahur :)
bangun2 dh siap atas meja.haha..she made me roti telur yesterday for sahur.
same case, bangun dah siap atas meja...wahey!
gemok ni kalau sepanjang ramadhan lepak rumah dia.

oh yes, of course la tidak suke suki je menyebok kat rumah Mira...
well apparently our shower floor was leaking, and kedai bwh apartment yg kena..no effect on us at all..haha..so mmg tak sedar
pastu a day before puasa, the house agent pon call ckp kena buat total renovation on the toilet floor, something with the platform ke apetah.
then they start doing it there and then! efficient sungguh kan. thing is, tak boleh la guna shower selama 2 hari mereka buat sume ni..

so di pendekkan cite, syah n husband g merempat kat Barley house and I went merempat at Mira's
gila ke nk duduk rumah 2 hari taleh gune toilet shower bagai kan?
so sedih 1st day puasa kena g merempat rumah orang, sian kat diri sendiri.
(but I went makan best a day before puasa..yippie yeay!kenyang spi 1st day puasa, happy spi skang :P )

and then Mira and co pegi tengok bola Ireland vs Argentina yesterday
so si Izwan yg baik hati pon ajak la berbuka bersama mereka di Barley's
nasik lemak and murtabak y'all!!! hehe..suka sbb org lain yg masakkan :P

not that I can cook on weekdays for berbuka anyway.
work 11.30am - 8pm remember?
so someone else yg baik hati bakal masakkan everyday *pandang syah*, or else takeaway is the way to go lah.

so i'm kind of determine to masak best2 during weekends.
or i can try to cook in the morning kan before work.hmm..tgk la nanti mcm mane.

on another note, sometimes i think it's really hard to really honestly say out loud what in my head.
but off late, it's getting impossible at all to say it out..and better yet act like i really mean it.
faham takk?? ok tak faham tape.

all i can do is just smile, squint my (already small) eyes and secretly make my own conversation in my head.
come on et, u can do more than smile like a fool!
ah, go with the flow..i think this is exactly what i'm doing.
so you, stay put and bear with me :P

ok, selamat berbuka rakan dublin!
hari ni Mira yg baik hati nak masakkan saya nasik ayam.
dan Syah yg baik hati juga (sy harap) masak paprik hari ini maka nanti sahur lauk paprik :P
yeay! awesome friends = happy tummy! hahaha.

i think maybe kena berbuka dulu kat office today, but i'm going to be optimistic now..nasi ayaammmm!!!!
*nanges kalau buka kat ofis kan*

Salam Ramadhan :)

2010-08-11T14:17:00.001+01:00

Have a blessed month ahead rakan-rakan :)

Sila makan berpada-pada dan jangan lupa ambil advantage bulan ni (ni reminder utk diri sendiri jugak).

Yang kat Malaysia tu tayah susah2 upload gambar food banyak-banyak lagi2 kalau yg pegi berbuka buffet bagai.
Tapi, kalau nak start hantar food best2 sempena raya yg bakal tiba neh, di alu-alukan lah.
Nanti bagitau, boleh PM address.haha.

wah! dah 6 tahun berpuasa di perantauan rupanye.
harini waktu berbuka adalah pukul 9:07 (ni mengikut Islamic Foundation of Ireland lah- kalau kamu ikut jadual lain sila jgn sebok nak berbuka waktu sama ngan I ok.hehe)

oklah, selamat bersahur dan selamat berbuka.

Et.
smiling from the heart :)

happy birthday again syah :)

2010-08-08T23:33:00.033+01:00

thanks to the cook, and thanks for coming guys.

p/s: too full to type anything else..n sleepy as well.

food and fun.

2010-08-03T23:48:00.025+01:00

leaving me with a ~~fat~~ happy belly.

that was my long weekend, really.

hahahaha.

My food diary for the last 3 days, in chronological order:

Nasi Briyani and Laksa -at 4am! upon arrival in London (I got the best host *wink*)

Nasi campur: Sotong goreng sthg + Ikan merah masak lemak cili api + Long beans

Otak-otak

Roti canai

Mee hoon Rangga (or Mee Kedah)

Air bandung

ABC (woohoooo!)

Kueh teow goreng

Karipap and Seri muka with teh tarik

Nasi Goreng Per :) (fyi Per was the host) with chicken wings

Chicken Steak with chips

Manggo Lassi

Nasi Campur: Ikan patin asam pedas + Sambal udang petai + Sayur kobis

Milo ais

I think that should be everything.

Of course ada pau food org lain sikit2 juge seperti Paru goreng sambal and Sup tulang and Kari kambing..ok maybe I should stop there..haha.

Rasa lapar pulak tiba-tiba.

Fortunately for you guys, I didn't take any picture of any of the food at all.

Mainly because we concentrate on enjoying the food all the time- not that we need the concentration anyway, it always comes naturally (gile ayat cover padahal sbb lapar nampak food terus nk mentekedarah kan.haha)

I will update the fun part later on (or maybe the pics first in FB)

On another note, 2 of my friends got hitched during the weekend.

Andddd....the bride celebrate her birthday yesterday as well! (How sweet kan?)

I didn't wish both of them, yet...sebab...mcm tak pecaya lagi.

OMG! BETUL KE KORANG DAH KAWEN???!!

well birthday tu mmg confirm la ingat, belom ape2 dh dpt bday text dr bday girl mintak hadiah...pastu kene halau.

hahahha..just kidding zhu!

sila jgn halau kami pulak blk ke planet aneh.

btw, sila balik untuk tuntut kedua-dua hadiah okay?

and nanti la wish bila dh percaye sikit.

or better yet, show me surat nikah ok?hahahhaa.

later peeps.

rindu.

2010-07-29T16:14:00.000+01:00

anak: mak, tak rindu akak ke?
emak: rindu la, rindu sangat.terbayang-bayang kakak tergedik-gedik balik kerja.
anak: -__-"

mestilah si emak hanya mendengar gelak si anak sahaja, sebab ni bukan video call.

gila ke nk video call, saya call mak saya tiap2 pagi!
tapi kegedikan saya yg dirindukan nampaknya, maksud saya..muka manja saya yg ditafsirkan sebagai gedik.
harap-harap org lain tak salah tafsir bila sy buat cubaan manja.

ok, maybe et and manja doesn't go together.

ugh.can this week end already? it feels like forevahhhh!! *blew imaginary bubbles*

perasaan gemok (ke mmg gemok?)

2010-07-28T00:05:00.001+01:00

i had a very slow monday n tuesday.

dragging.sleepy.

bored.

fast forward weekend boleh?

malas nye nak kerjaaa!!!

ugh.kaki gatal.

i finally got a real injury out of playing tag rugby.

tapi injury ni sendiri buat lah.haha.tgh lari2 rasa mcm terseliuh ke apetah.

i think it swollen a bit with a small red mark around the ankle on saturday.

so i ignored it like always did...alah biasalah lepas main mst ade sengal sana sini kan.

tayah la nak manja-manja.

bangun sunday mcm dah membesar sikit.damn.

and colour pon dah ade cam nk biru hitam sikit2.

hancur harapan nk pakai kasut baruuuu!!!!! (ada sedikit heels kasut baru itu ye rakan-rakan)

dgn emonya terus kuar sorang-sorang shop for flats.hahahaa.perangai apetah.

tak membantu langsung kaki yg sakit dgn berjalan shopping.

met warda n izwan for lunch at nyonya (again!aha)

we had a lil get together on thursday at nyonya as well..hehe, more on that later.

i just want to go again sbb nk try roti canai and laksa lemak.

laksa lemak not recommended, well at least not to my liking lah.

roti canai best! lembut and crispy.

i think warda had ayam masak merah, not too bad.

i'm planning to go again sbb dia ada claypot!! waaa..sukaaaa.patut tak pegi blk keje esk?haha.

watched the rebound afterwards..best, silalah tgk.

got an ice pack for the ankle and bandage because it looks like it's getting worst if i didn't do anything with it.

plus, i walk to the office..so probably it's best to balut the swollen part.

and i think it kinda help..tp swollen dia mcm naik ke atas sikit, u know the part yg tak bandage tu.

ish kecoh betul la kaki ni.now gatal plak, tp susah la nk garu sbb dia kan tgh bengkak nnt sakit la..hooowww??!

btw, Team Malaya didn't make it to the final.

we won in our group and lost the second round (whatever it was called..quarterfinal i think)

draw in 2 matches and won the other two in grouping, so thats probably why we not qualified for plate.

the guys look disappointed, hard luck i guess.

i don't really mind..sbb laparrrr.hahaa.

oh oh,thursday at nyonya sebab zhu and kerel nak balik for their wedding.

aha.comelnye imagine diorang nk kawen!

so saturday haritu mereka dah berlepas pulang n the wedding will be this friday and reception on sunday, if i'm not mistaken.

i kinda miss zhu already!

haha..sbb i got no one nak layan in outlook!!!hahaa.sunyi ok.

although pagi2 buta pukul 2 pagi dia blh call ckp br spi malaysia.

br nak gelabah apsal dia call (bcoz kuar number dubs), rupenye nk cite agenda nk g blk terus shopping.

2am in the morning! aha.bertuah punya budak!

nasib baik baru bangun waktu tu.

anyway, here's a pic of everyone at nyonya last thursday.
(the rest seperti yg diupload di dlm FB)

rasa tak that i look so DAMN LEBAARRRR, kena emergency dietttt!!!!!!

tapi, weekend ni nk g london. takkan tanak makan best? dilema hidup saya.

pengajaran:lenkali duduk postur tegak (haha gila in denial neh) atau lari kebelakang org lain bile nk ambik gambar..sebab..ruginya kalau tak makan weeyyyy!!! haha.sengal.

i'm alone on a bicycle for two :)

2010-07-22T00:11:00.000+01:00

other than scarlett johansson ~~(and her hubby)~~, i have a crush on this girl.
didn't know she actually sing and have a band.

such happy tunes! lyrics kinda ironic, with the tunes i mean.
or did i get it wrong?

whatever, i love it.

just another day.

2010-07-20T22:16:00.062+01:00

on a day like this, i wish i stayed longer at office.

u know when u start the day with everything bright and nice?

and u keep quiet the whole day afraid that u will jinx it if u said out loud 'hey, it's a good day today huh?'...and then the day ended.

macam tu je.

nothing happened, which is good.

sampai rumah, the other one already sleeping.

look around................rasa nak nanges!!!!!!!!

(tak ni bukan pms tu 2 minggu lepas dah)

i called talian hayat tapi dia tak angkat tefon! (ha check cepat sape dpt miss call dr et)

cooked prawn noodle which i think was pretty good, but u wouldn't know if thats true sbb i was eating all of it alone.

pengajaran di sini ialah:if the day is nice, cakap je dari pagi tatkala ada org nak dengar..takpe.

ni bila dh malam tade org nak dengar kau cakap lah dgn lalat dia mmg buat muka dek je.

sudahnye hari ni sebenarnye berakhir dgn perasaan yg tak best.ugh!

ha rumah ni ade lalat fr weekend haritu, sape ade tips nk halau lalat dgn cepatnye?

tensi! tensi! esok mesti cari spray sampai jumpe.

ok dah sebenarnye bosan nak mati sekarang ni.

maybe patut consider g jogging malam2 after work.

or balik lambat so terus kena tido.good idea et.

maybe patut start masak utk lunch box esok.
tapi tau tak perasaan yg mcm tgh ade mood nk bercakap dgn manusia?
susah la nak concentrate masak mcm neh.selfish btol la perasaan nk bercakap neh.
*scroll phone book*

go with the flow.

2010-07-18T03:08:00.000+01:00

good good morning!

honestly, good morning :)

who else think Joseph Gordon-Levitt tu mcm super cute?

small eyes, sweet smile.hmmm...comel.

oh sila tengok Inception.

great movie.i'll say any movie with Leo usually is great (i'm not a fan to be fair,tp mmg slalu turned out any movie dia berlakon rs mcm best..sy rasa)

anddd..Joseph Gordon-Levitt pon ada! :p

but this one seriously, cerita dia mcm bijak.

and do not watch Predators! buang masa je.

went for a massage this morning with Zhu.

not so great, tapi Zhu kata dia rasa ok je.

then watched Inception, went home and watched Coco before Chanel while Mira masak some italians.

thank you Mirs, sedap -_-

then continue with the September Issue.

the girls went home, I continued with Coyote Ugly, followed by The Traveller's Wife.

and now i'm watching 500 Days of Summer.

(yeah, HMV is on sale)

i'm planning to stay in tomorrow.eh i meant today, sunday.aha.

lepas bangun lah.tapi br teringat i suppossed to do something!!

crapppp!!! mcm mane blh lupaaa!

ok.fikir emergency plan et.

oh, enjoy sunday peeps!

the other half.

2010-07-14T23:20:00.181+01:00

Dear diary,

I'm quite frustrated with my work today, I hope it will be better tomorrow.

I got myself a Guava Snapple during lunch. It says 'Shake me baby!' on the top of the lid and on the inside it says 'A ripe berry can bounce back'.That put a smile on my face.Random.

Few days ago someone asked me a question. This question was asked by few others before, but I never really give it a thought. My usual answer will be:guys are afraid of me..or i'm not a gf material. The first answer usually get a nod (in agreement) followed by a laugh and the latter..i don't remember. (I hardly used the latter anyway, people usually satisfied with the first one although it's not entirely true)

I always acted cold (out of habit) and I think this must have pushed people away. I have no idea how I got this habit but somehow I believe if I keep doing this I will protect myself from...I'm not even sure from what- a heartbreak perhaps. Insecurity issue?- could be.

Truth is, I am afraid. I think I'm fragile enough (I hate to admit this) to the extent that I'm not willing to open up to someone or anyone.I'm not sure how this thing should work and I always thought when the right person (if there's one) come I will know how to react, naturally.

What if when the time comes, that doesn't happen? What if I keep pushing people away? What if I push the right person away from me? Just because I didn't know how to open up.

I can only hope that, that person will see through me. I'm tired of being independent, acting all tough and cool all the time. There are times that I wish someone will pick me up when I fall even though I insists that I'm okay.

Sometimes I think, could it be because I'm shy? (Shhhhhh..don't tell my friends this. They will laugh at my face, no mercy) But really, honestly I hope that that one person will see through me (Amin!) even if I act cold.This is totally random.

I got this from someone's tumblr today: To the world you might be the one but to one you might be the world. Cheesy but sweet. That put a smile on my face as well.

I'll write again soon.

stiff.

2010-07-12T19:44:00.001+01:00

i'm quite tired from the weekend.

from last two weekends actually.

rakan sebelah meja dah buat comment yg sama setiap hari isnin:you look tired.

haha.i am indeed.

oh btw, rakan sebelah meja ni agak cool, dia baru pindah masuk team ni jugak.

so ade la geng sket nk ckp.

around 5pm soalan wajib dia adalah- how's ur day going so far?

baik hati, slalu ada intention nak tolong org although in the end i will end up answering all his questions.aha.which i'm totally fine with, sebab faham perasaan masuk group baru tade org nak bg tunjuk ajar.

progress with other teammates tak berjalan lancar.berjalan sedikit kura-kura.haha.

well at least they kinda recognised me in the team (i'm in the work n holiday planner!haha), a nod or hye/bye if terserempak.

i just think it will take a while to actually get to know everyone and now mcm effort tu dah tade- sgtlah malas.

plus, everyone is really focusing on their own work so better jgn kacau.

these past two weeks kalau balik lambat mostly sebab sistem.

new things, biasalah..tp annoying nak tunggu doing nothing.

back to my weekend, the monday after we had the tag beach i was down with fever.

and a major headache. maybe sebab dah lama tak travel jauh dan excited lebih ~~or dah tua~~

i took half day on wednesday especially for the tag match tp cancel la pulak -_-

so spent the day resting, masak and makan.hehe.so back to normal healthy self!

we got another tag on the recent saturday.

one day tag aid charity tag blitz, organised by GOAL.

and if u in dublin u know how the weather was.madness!!!

i was sooo lazy to go due to weather yg mcm memang best utk sleep in.

but it was all worth it! we had fun in the rain, or at least I did.

the team made it to the final and beat last year's champs :)

see why it was all worth it?teehee.

and we got tickets to watch the final world cup in Aviva stadium! (new stadium in dub, google it)

so that's what I did on Sunday, after a bit of shopping lah.

(tapi masih tak puas hati sebab tak masuk this one particular kedai.must put it in the important task to do this week!)

stadium cantik, but the screen was a letdown!kecik je and kena dongak sakit kepala tengok!

nasib baik free ticket!haha.

i don't really fancy the game.actually, i don't fancy any game yang half time pon tade org score lagi.

mcm bosan.mcm tade motivasi dah nak tengok.haha.

congrats to Spain on winning anyway.and no, i still think Villa is not hot.

i don't get why girls are all over him.

actually weekend rasa sgt cepat habis.

and i already hoping friday will be here as soon as possible.macam esok, boleh tak?

i'm not sure if i have anything planned for this weekend, i dont think so.

nak catch up on movies, dvds, shopping or actually stay in the whole weekend!

depends on mood and tenaga.haha.

last two weekend were fun, but my body are all stiff now.

harus recover dulu..haha..rasa ancient ckp mcm neh.demit.

pegi massage best neh, tp tu blh buat weekend ajelah.

hey, rasa tak this year sangat cepat?

or is it just me?

of best dressed team & cotton buds.

2010-07-04T23:43:00.045+01:00

beach tag rugby at dingle, kerry.

roadtrip with the friend, definitely a great weekend :)

it was 4-5 hours drive, so i'm pretty exhausted now (kereta seat belakang takleh baringkan mcm dlm flight ok!!!haha)

no worries, i have assigned someone to upload the pics dalam FB..haha..as usual x rajin!!

oh cotton buds- inside jokes.sumpah lawak nak mati!!!hahah.

anyway..thank u you awesome-retarded friends ;)

(dah, tade..duit hostel jgn buat2 lupe nk bayar balik!!haha)

something worth sharing.

2010-06-30T17:41:00.003+01:00

quoted from a friend,

of judith mcnaught books (and sthg else):

"i suke jugak. but don't read to much into it la. sbb the notion about perhubungan kat lam buku die mmg la romantis tp but you pegang sgt belief mcm tu sampai bile la x jumpe happiness. and sampai sudah u rase cam frustrated memanjang.
my stand lam r'ship is kalau u jumpe org yg serasi dgn u, even if you x syg ke ape ke kan, but if u ade mutual respect utk each other, let the ship takes its course. xyah pening2. so xde la masalah i sayang you tp i bukan in cinta with you kinda stuff."

and another one:

"ok i ni mmg jauh la kan dr alim tp kalau u nk yg elok, u sendiri kene dkt ngan bende2 elok. i slalu dgr org ckp 'susah nye nk dapat lelaki baik', tp kalau kita sendiri dkt ngan kebaikan, sume yg dkt ngan kite insyaAllah yg baik baik sahaje, tp kalau kite go the opposite way, panjang sikit la nak patah balik."

very well said, I think.

bulan purnama.

2010-06-27T22:41:00.001+01:00

yeayness! both team that i supported today menang!

haha.did u guys saw that thing after Argentina's 2nd goal? klaka gilaaa.

eh eh dah, no wc thingy here.heh.

ah tak pecaya weekend dah abes!!!

i didnt really do much i think.

help zhu pindah yesterday then went for a moonwalk.

eh eh.thats something! haha.yeay, i did something!!!

oh lagi satu benda tak pecaya, brg zhu pindah sket gilaaa ok!

ke barang kitorang yg mcm banyak gila? hoho.

and the moonwalk! i didnt know why i never blogged about it before.

but i remember wanting to put it up here and ask for donation..tp dlm mimpi kot.haha.

so since i'm super lazy and have a lot of things to do, u can read about it here

went with 3 others in a group, and I have no pic since i didnt bring any camera.

and no video sbb lupa nak charge vid cam.heeee.

so basically we started walking from 10pm...tak ramai sgt pon turned up i think.

we were okay halfway (15km), but after that mcm dah malas2 nak jalan.haha

i kinda hate the second-halfway of the route..sebab mostly in the city and if not in the city, straight aje mcm no ending punye jalan.

bosan gilaaaaa.and of course la time tu kaki dah rase terbakar je kannnn.haha.

and after 3rd checkpoint tiba2 ngantok gilaaa, probley sebab walking by the sea front..angin pon sepoi2 je kan.

but, the full moon was the most beautiful at that time.

eh cop, sila jangan salah faham. ni jalan secara normal ok, under the full moon.

bukan kena moonwalk ala MJ.

one of my colleague actually thought i have to do that for 30km pastu muka dia impressed gilaaa.

gila ke.nk buat moonwalk tu pon tatau camane.tp imagine kena moonwalk mcm tu 30km.

satu weekend pon tk abes.haha.

anyway, alhamdulillah i didnt get any major injury -as far as I can see and physically feel now lah.

later tatau lah.heeeee.from previous experience slalu sore one day after.lambat pick up.haha.

its not too bad anyway, only i miss my bed an pj's.haha.

but it sure felt good, doing this. i hope my small contribution helped them change someone's life.

it sure change me, and i'm glad i made it till the end! *pats self at the back*

oh yes, most important thing: THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO DONATED!

u guys are awesome although dipaksa dgn annoying pon still bagi..hahaha.

(sorry i just dont think its wrong to paksa org buat baik.haha.y not? :p)

ok, i also know that u will donate even tak kena paksa but i just love to do it the annoying way because i love to see ppl get annoyed by me i enjoyed it very much.haha.

and thank you (tetiba masuk speech mode kan?haha) juga to my moonwalkers babes.n dude (oops!heee)

we did it! wohoooo~

and cakap psl missing my bed, i probley should go to bed now.

errr..after a bit of laundry, lipat baju, basuh pinggan and ironing.

seb baik keje masuk lambat :p

hows ur weekend?

weekend again!

2010-06-26T00:59:00.124+01:00

wow!weekend is here again!!! and i'm not complaining! :P duh!

the week just flew by! which was greatttt!

work was fine, got to know the people and the funds better.yeay!

tag rugby not so fun, the opponent didnt show up so we just had a friendly game.

n i felt a lil dizzy as well.haish.rasa dah tua.x cukup rest dh penat -_-

wait.i think I AM OLD!!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

but anyway, remember i went to London last week to my cousin's house?

her daughter, my niece la...she thought I was 16!!!yeah, thats one-and-six!sixteen baybeh!!!10 yrs younger!bahahahaa.

yes!and dia tak pecaya when i said i'm 25 going on 26 and i'm not in college anymore.

so there.ok tak rasa tua dah.haha.

btw i had an uber fun times in London with the family!

the last time i met the kids we didn't really get to know each other sbb sekejap sgt.

this time i spent the whole weekend with them, shop, eat, sleep and play together...seronok sgt!!!!

gosh.i miss them dah. and the way they speak with those british accent.comel gila!!!

(imagine tok cik and wan cik in british accent..adorable sgt ok!)

wan cik (to the kids) are my makcik (my mom's cousin), which i called mak cik diah who come over with her husband, uncle min (tok cik).

oh my god!!! heaven sgt ada mak cik diah okayyyy.

imagine, sampai2 friday night dah siap ada laksa suruh makan..but penat sgt (duh! flight 55 mins pon penat, well maybe straight fr work kot.ingat et anda msh kelihatan 16!haha)

so i actually had the laksa the next morning, along with other breakfast yg bila bgn pagi mak cik diah dh siap masak!

sukun goreng, pisang goreng, cekodok, sausage roll and last but not least nasi with ayam masak kurma.

this was breakfast okay! and i think i'm forgetting something! penuh meja okayyy.

so since laksa tak mkn the nite before, i had laksa first followed by everything else on the table.

gemok tak gemok blakang kira!haha.

having mak cik diah is truly like having my mom around! omg! kalau side belah my mom mmg mcm ni rasanye.

gene suka nk masak all the time and byk cakap!hahaaa.so thats why i can get along with the cousin-kak nita although ni baru second time jumpa :P

anyway, went out with them to Harrods after breakfast as it was the first day sale and makcik diah wanna buy her stuff and souvenirs.

they look for stuff and i play with the kids, in Harrods.hehe.

okay, since i took a lot of pics..might as well put them up here.

so that u guys can put a face to the name i mention here and silalah bersetuju betapa comelnya mereka ini!

i think kak nita already uploaded a bunch of these to FB sbb i told her i'm supermalas when it comes to uploading pics to FB.hahaha.

meet kak nita, makcik diah, dani, yuni and uncle min.

these kids lapar dah this time..tp mama nk stop tgk gucci!haha.

btw, yuni is the sister..10 years old, loves reading (seriously!she bring her book everywhere!)

dani is 8 years old and asked questions all the time, one after another..tp seronok layan dia ckp!i'm so amazed they didnt annoyed me at all!haha.

heri, the youngest one.3 years old.super comel!!!!!!!

imagine si comel ni duduk depan pc ckp mcm ni: "mama, i'm activating my fashbook account"

(iya, dia masih pelat sket..so facebook jadi fashbook.)

tu dia dgr kakak dia ckp so dia pon ikot.haha.comel gila kan??! n so cheeky okay!

ok nak cite pasal budak2 ni mmg sampai minggu depan pon entry ni tak abes.haha.

oh btw, ni kat st james park near buckingham palace.

went for a picnic on sunday..as usual makcik diah cooked a feast.hehe.

heri already sleeping in the stroller, thats abg yus- kak nita's husband

me, yuni and kak nita

yuni, makcik diah (yes she jumped! n very good at it as well) kak nita n me.i love this pic!

another one with kak fizah.

kak fizah is actually uncle min's cousin, doing her master in London.

by right, i should have called her aunty fizah laaa...but she's so young mcm kak nita and rasa mcm tk best nk pggl aunty!

hahaaa...and she agreed when i said i'm gonna call her kak fizah :p

oh, kak fiza's mom (i.e uncle min's aunty.duh!) and uncle min's mom was in London as well.

seronok je diorang jln2 europe beramai2!

so basically i have two nenek last weekend as well!hehe.

heri bgn tido: "whesh my gun?"

and mesti yg yellow ok!he remember his toys kaler sume.

makan time!

nasik lemak with sambal udang, sambal ikan bilis, sambal sotong, sambal terung..actually sebot je la sume sambal makcik diah masak.i'm not kidding.seriously!

and all other stuff lah u bwk for picnic (omg terigt je dh rasa lapar sekarang!)

oh these pics are not in chronological order.

actually we eat first, played and then only take pictures.

(click to enlarge)

we played football, frisbee, water guns (ni makcik diah mmg main dgn sakan nye with the kids) and that monyet thingy.

tau tak? ala duduk tgh2 jadi monyet kena catch ball.haha dulu kecik2 slalu main.

u guys have to watch mak cik diah main water guns and even football (uncle min too!)

omg! energy sama mcm budak 2 org tu okay! main sungguh2 sgt, which made it all even more fun!!

to quote yuni when we were looking at these pics- definitely a day to remember! :)

went to kak fizah's apartment near Kings Cross afterwards because Yuni and Dani really want to see where she lives.

it's a studio apartment and I love it!!!!and the kids loves it too!!!

ok i have put up too much pic i guess, so i'm just gonna leave u guys with these pics of us in kak fizah's supercool bed which Yuni said like a tree house (i think sbb kena naik tangga naik atas- like climbing a bit sbb tu rase mcm tree house)

and u feel like u r in a bird nest once u inside...cozy!

the birds camwhoring.haha.

we have loads of pics inside here actually- all using self timer.haha.

even after picnic separuh hari pon makcik diah n the kids energy mcm br bgn pagi!

i'm almost worn out by this time okayyy!!!

tapi ambik gambar punye pasal mst layan!hahaha.i'll upload some more later on how the apartment looks like.

took a flight early monday morning back to dubs, and makcik diah (along with uncle min, kak fiza n 2 neneks) went to paris.

so, have i told u i had an AMAZING WEEKEND? :)

haih.i miss the Latip's clan now.cant wait for october!!!

going to bed, gonna have another amazing weekend with another family here tomorrow :)

enjoy ur weekend too peeps!

of thursday.

2010-06-17T20:11:00.002+01:00

i realised my post have been about work off late.
itu kerana, ianya di update dr office..utk membunuh masa.
ceh gile ayat kaver tanak ckp tade life kan?haha.tak-tak.sumpah masih ada work-life balance.
itu penting bg saya!

ok sekarang sy ada mood utk tulis dlm point berkenaan hari ini otherwise stated semalam.haha :

(mestilah banyak psl kerja jugak, sbb obviously separuh dr hari sy berjaga hari ini duk kat ofis kan?)

Pada pukul 5pm mcm tu tiba-tiba dtg perasaan nak pakai baju kurung.cotton.
Semalam Team Malaya menang! wohooooo!!!! sukaaa *senyum spi mata yg sepet nmpk spt tertutup* juga suka kerana boleh lari-lari...tp boots tu menyakitkan tapak kaki.mst cr insoles yg menyamankan.( disyaki Kerel yg dtg menjadi penyokong adalah good luck charm.haha.mari kita tgk next week)
Oh semalam jugak mamat ego (yg sy slalu hebohkan sengal dlm blog ini dr team lama) belanja mkn aiskrim.sweet je kan bli aiskrim utk satu team, haaa..kan dah kata team lama sy ni best!
Telefon cintahati n miss manager tp tak dpt.menyampah.
Pergi bank before keja pagi tadi (ha ini antara ciri2 best keja lambat, blh g bank pagi2) sbb nak masukkan duit utk miss manager yg sgt baik hati tlg shop utk sayaaaa! sukaaaa ^_^
Saya rasa mcm rindu sgt nak peluk seseorang.eh se-4 orang (seorang masih bayi).So sape nak jadi substitute di peluk cium harini?
Keje abes awal lagi harini dan saya dah mula menyukai team baru ini, dan waktu kerja ini (walaupun ada la rase sedih sket bila sume org balik 5.30pm esp bila ada matahari diluar tp mst berkorban demi masa depan yg cerah.whatthefish?!)
Saya rasa manager team lama sgt awesome sbb buat review yg menyebabkan saya terharuuuu harini.Oh dah start rindu manager ituuuu (ok sket drama padahal duduk selang satu tempat je skang.haha)

Saya tidak pernah menulis di ruangan employee comment slalu tick pastu terus submit sebab pemalas sgt kan...tp kali ini rasa mcm nak tulis tp tatau nk tulis ape sbb mcm rasa overwhelmed (in a good way). So ada sesiapa ada idea nak tulis apa di sini? Simple, short and sweet okay? TQVM.nanti et akan masak best2 (janji plg best pernah masak!) and belanja sepasang stokin purple (kalau lelaki ada option stokin biru)
oh finally, HAVE AN AWESOME WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!!!! ok ni wish mcm awal sket, but just in case....sebab i have a flight to catch after work tomorrow ;)

life is what u make it.

2010-06-15T23:24:00.002+01:00

jgn risau.ini bukan post emo tgh marah or seangkatan.

teheeee ;)

oh before that, meet the bad toro..eh eh, MY bad toro :p

i got this at Girona's airport on the way back to dubs.

mcm comel and dia siap ada kaki and i'm not sure ekor ke ape tp yg penting dia mcm comel tp muka garang.haha.

penghias bedside table.eh cop, i never showed u guys my new room kan.ok here's a peek..my bedside table and the lamp!

hahahhaa.ok tade motif tunjuk toro cume sbb asek membebel psl keje so rase nk letak gambar pulak.

comel kan toro?

moving on..i finished my work very early, wayyyy before 8pm today :)

happy! happy! happy!

so i basically hang around until 8pm doing nothing (yelah takkan nak blk awal mst la cukupkan kerja 7.5 hrs sehari ye adik-adik)

well at least today everything went smoothly, system worked ok..so tak bosan mcm yesterday

we actually stayed yesterday till 12am in the office! just because of the system.

yes, I did nothing while waiting and super bored!!! i'm not sure why they have to wait till 12am to ask everyone to go, kalau ckp awal-awal nk buat manually kan senang?

then balik rumah makan pau kacang and tido!

and suprisingly, i'm not that emo angry..only a lil upset because i got nothing to do the whole day.

(i know this because if i'm super emo angry i will defo eat maggie or sthg berat!hahaha)

woke up this morning tatau apsal mcm ada perasaan best- must be the lovely weather today..even better than yesterday :)

i washed our bathroom before morning shower..and i found it uplifting!

i dont know about u, but i always leave these kind of serious cleaning for weekends...but since i have time this morning, y not?

jadi lebih happy after cleaning and we got a squeaky clean toilet as well! wuhuuu!!!

got to speak to cintahati today as well.

they were on their way back from their day visit to brunei and sungguh la gembira bunyinya 2 org tu berjalan.

apparently they got a very nice tour guides to show them around...siap recommend restaurant bagai (patutlah happy kan..haha)

so tambah lagi faktor happy sy harini sbb cintahati sy happy jugak!

so pendek kata.harini hari yg agak happy.

to add to this happiness, tomorrow is wednesday!

tag rugby timeee!yeayyyyyy!!! means blk keje awal!

btw team malaya actually lost last 2 games, so pls pray we get it together this week!

aja aja fighting!!!!

gonna get ready for bed now, esk keje at 9.30am (ceh mcm tak biase je selame ni br 2 weeks kan msk 11.30am.haha)

cop, friday pon balik awal! yeay! going to meet my cousin in london n aunty dtg visit fr msia as well!

yeay! blh manja2 this weekend :D

wits' end.

2010-06-14T16:54:00.000+01:00

Things that I can actually do in the past 5-6 hours:

Give free hugs to anyone who need it.
Bake kek lapis sarawak.
Recycle stuffs.
Strolling happily (lovely weather!)
Shop for pets.
Run or jogging (this make me happy most of the times).
Cook for my friends.
Make someone happy.
Watch footballs match.
Read the camera manuals.
Change my bedsheet.
Try all the body butter I bought yesterday.
Listen to some new music.
Wall climbing.
Take some cool photos.
Smell all my perfumes (just because I have been using only one lately).
Make someone happy.
Just make someone happy so that i'll be happier.

Instead, I just sit on this chair...staring at my computer.

Did all the blog-hopping, news-reading, serious-issues updates and even some fashion reads.

and...I just read the whole page of Pride and Prejudice in Wikiquote (random).
and few other films too...and then I'm daydreaming but the weather is so lovely so I prefer not to proceed with my daydreaming and live in the moment ok what i'm typing now i'm obviously not making sense but whatever.

I'm not sure whats going on with our work today but apparently we cant run anything until this minute which means everything are currently delayed.
Which also means I will have a late night today. I'm not really unhappy about that (going home late), but I really didnt like sitting here doing nothing (work related).
This is really a waste of time.

I asked them gazillions times already but we still cant process anything.
One of the manager already came to me just now and asked if I'm comfortable doing the fund by myself and assure me that they have not forgotten about me (yeah, my name is still not in the planner- means i'm still assisting one of the guys rather than having my own work).
Good to know that, at least. and oh, she's very kind- the one that smiles back all the time.yeay!

gonna get something to munch.
i'm so bored, and yes..am at my wits' end.
i'm sorry you guys have to read this.haha.

what if, courage & destiny.

2010-06-13T22:27:00.002+01:00

thats what i got from watching Letters to Juliet today.

and this song, which gonna be on repeat in my playlist starting now.

and i'm jealous with Amanda's hair.

huwaaaaaa..rambut dah pendek :(

please grow cepat2!!! no more haircut until 2011!!

i love this new hair nevertheless, rasa kepala ringan.heeeee.

i went shopping by myself afterward and got me a new top, few brooch and lots of other body pampered stuffs.

and then watched this movie all by myself (not a virgin for watching movie alone anymore! hoho)

it wasnt too bad. i can do this again, i think.

omo..typing all-by-myself remind me of bridget jones diary!hahahaha.

u know that very first scene.haha.

ok gonna try my new bronze blusher.

all the best to those sitting for exams next week!

smile.

2010-06-13T14:18:00.002+01:00

i just had a perfect sunday morning breakfast!

roti canai sardin n nescafe (3in1 haha).

but, it was not a perfect morning because i didnt get to speak to my cintahati at all!

annoying nya bila tak dpt call!!! its the first thing i always do bila bgn on a weekend: golek2 cari phone n call home..and then only start my day!

the parents are in Sarawak for the weekend with Along and fam.

so i'm gonna blame this on the Borneo's phone lines!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

(no offence to the borneos tho *jeling zhu* haha)

so my plan today is to have a hair cut! wohoooo.

ni dah berzaman nak buat.tp tak kesampaiannn..haha.hopefully harini berjaya.

believe it or not, i haven't cut my hair for more than 1 and a half years! (I considered this as an achievement okay!- story of my life -_-)

more than that because i definitely did not cut my hair at all in 2009 until today, but I couldnt remember when was the last time I had a haircut in 2008.

i'm a bit reluctant now as I kinda love this almost Rapunzel hair-do but couldnt manage it anymore esp at night panasnyeeeeee nak tidoooo!!!

oh cakap psl tido, i stayed in the whole day yesterday being lazy and actually watched world cup!

(if u know me, i dont watch/follow any footballs match or leagues and no clue what offside is- altho everytime try tgk org dh explain.haha)

ok tu pengaruh Syah but i secretly enjoyed it as well.hahaha.

we only went out at 5pm utk makan at Proton house..dua2 kelaparan tp kemalasan nk msk.haha.

it wasn't great (the food), okay-okay only.but the tokey was very friendly, a Penangites apparently.

so my breakfast this morning tapau fr Proton house lah sbb I saw the opening hrs 12pm on sunday..but i really2 want to eat roti canai...so tapau!hehe.

ok i better go shower now and bergerak if not Rapunzel hair again tonight.

oh before that, here's pics from Thurs night..we had a lil dinner with Warda before she went home on Friday to get marrieddd!!!

heeeeee..we printed shirts for her n Nashri (altho it didnt turned out as I envisioned it - but last mins punye keje so hv to be satisfied lah)

Warda, if u reading this...hopefully everything turn out well on ur big day!

ingat pesan Syah, smile all the time sbb nanti byk kameraaa..hahahaa.

the small letters are: Mr n Mrs Nashri, 2nd July 2010.

this supposed to be print at the back and bigger! tp blh print one side je plak -_-

look, last pic of Leang n Man..ada bungaaa..hahaa klaka.

oh btw all pics by Izwan-des.and I just realised there's no pic of him at all!yesss!!hahaha.

me n flower.br mcm sesuai kan?haha.

i know i look horrible here, and very the sepets..rasa mcm dh besarkan mata abes dah sbb Izwan jerit: et besarkan mata lagi! before dia snap.

pastu nak upload ni br pasan still kecik! damnnnn.

sebabnye adalah.....i went there straight from office, around 9pm kot?

(suka gila sbb still blh hangout dgn rakan2 altho blk lambat.yeay!)

and very sleeppyyyyy...mata mcm mmg paksa-paksa suh bukak and i literally laugh at everything ppl said sbb mcm ngantok pastu taleh proses sgt apa org ckp.

u know that giddy feeling when u are very sleepy? ke et je mcm neh?haha.

oh btw remember the last post i said bout the environment in my new team and blame it on the hormone?

scratch that. ok maybe hate is not the word...but i know i didnt like the environment at all.

macam sume muke ketat, no smiles...straight face all the time.

no exchanging jokes, no small talks (even small talks bout work tade!).

its not like i want them to gossip with me or whatever right.

i totally understand that the shift may have an impact on everyone, but why make it more difficult?

why not smile and be happy bout it? after all u still have to work till 9/10pm jugak.

so why not do it with an open heart and happy environment.kan?

choose to be happy while doing it is really a good option, no?no?

i was really unhappy about this on thursday but i decided to just go on with my happy go lucky self and not succumbed to that kind of environment.

so on friday before i left i said sthg along this line: "so i'm off now, have a great weekend! c u guys monday!"

with the most cheerful intonation you ever hear from me, after all it was friday..u'll definitely hear happy songs from me.

and no one actually said anything back to me, angkat kepala pon tidak..not even a little 'bye'

OMGGG!!!how sengal can this team be?

i mean, my old team will defo at the very least said hv a great one too and most times proceed with small talks bout each other weekend plans and what not before saying good byes.

i miss them already!sobs.(padahal still duduk kat old desk pon ngan diorang.haha.but stillll!!!!)

so i'm going to take this as a challenge (you know the new team not being friendly n superbly sengal)

i will come on monday with (i hope) a happy infectious smile.

after all it has only been a week, so they probley didnt acknowledge me as the team member yet (damn gile sedih!)

tah-tah diorang mcm annoyed, apsal perempuan asia mata sepet ni asek nak senyum pastu tanya byk soklan ketok baru tau kan?hahahaha.

i know, self-degrading jokes..slalu sedapkan hati.bring out the best in me :P

till later, thank u for reading (wth et?)

have a great day ahead, and remember to smile!

the world will smile with u :)

p/s:if i happen to be grumpy and very much unhappy in my post in the next 3 months, u'll know my infectious-happy-smile plan didnt work.but i promise i will be myself back soon after.and pls, remind me once in a while to smile as well.

choc vanilla cheesecake

2010-06-08T23:03:00.002+01:00

OMG!i totally jinxed yesterday!

something went wrong at the last minute so I have to stay....but only until 9.45pm.

one of the thing was not yet finalised at that time but the guy that show me things said i should go as there's no point waiting around and he said i already saw a lot of things anyway.

haha.gila muka aku penat sgt ke apa? more like lapar actually.haha.

went out and it was still raining, luckily there's a cab.

so instead of pegi makan with Syah, she kindly tapau nasi lemak for me.thank u Syah!!!

makan nasi lemak at 10 then terus tido sbb mmg ngantok.

but guess what??! still terbangun at 2am.

what is wrong with me???!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...nape taleh tido bangun pagi je terus??

kenape?kenape?kenape????

and this was after sepinggan nasik lemak okay!

dah berperangai gemok pon terbangun lagi.sobs.

woke up early this morning altho work at 11.30.kecewa -_-

went to Tesco for grocery (sgt berbangga grocery shopping pagi2!haha)

made myself breakfast, lunch box and even pack snack for today!

u know, just in case.

today wasnt so much fun.

i actually didnt really like it.i kinda hate the environment.

but that could be just me...being emotional.

i'm going to blame this on the hormone.haha.seriously.

let see how it goes next week.

baru 2 hari et oiiii.

i can do this.

causeeee I..am..a superwomannnnn...yes I am!yes she is.

ok dah matilah nyanyi sorang2 perasan mcm alicia keys.

anyway, i used to get myself profiteroles on my way back home after an awful audit evening.

so i look for one today....tak jumpaaa!!!!

but i found something even better! Chocolate vanilla cheesecake!

wohooooo!!!! so i had that 1st before my meal.haha..puas hatiii.

i'm off to bed now, will be in at 9.30 tomorrow sbb nk kuar ofis at 6pm for tag! yeay!!!

tayah blk lambat esokkkk.

tolong la jgn terbangun lagi hrni!

the calming essence

2010-06-07T18:29:00.001+01:00

hey people!
1st day in the new team and here I am updating my blog on the job.haha.
this morning they said it suppossedly to be very busy today but apparently it went quite smoothly so far.
went for tea just now and one of the manager (or someone senior, i'm not sure of his position) said probably because Siti brought her calming essence to the team.haha....yeah right.
lets not jinx it now and see what time I can get off tonight.

just waiting on some stuff now and i'm pretty bored -_-

on another note, I had a dream few nights before...and another one last night.
I used to dream a lot but not off late, probably because I didnt really sleep well.
Its like a habit to tell my dream to a friend (its my fav part of the day actually..haha pity them!) esp the weird and funny ones..and start making assumptions and whatnot.
but of course, it doesnt go anywhere from there...tahu lah mainan tido aje.

anyway, I had a weird one last night but i kinda enjoyed it :p
minus the awkwardness, i wonder if it can really happen in reality.
ah, will still be very awkward!!!

pls pray i can go out on time today, didnt have any proper foods yet (other than my baked beans breakfast this morning) and Syah promised to bring me to Proton house after work.yeay!
thank you god for awesome friends!

SUNday (not!)

2010-06-06T21:42:00.110+01:00

it's been raining since morning.wet.wet.wettttt all day!

okay the rain stopped around 4 or 5pm i think but i'm already too sleepy after a bowl of porridge and guess what?...sunday nap!!! hahahahaaa

sgt seronok dh lama gila tak sunday nap and lagi2 after hujan.

sungguh enak..although i was looking forward for tag rugby training sbb rasa mcm nk lariiiiii..tp nap lebih enak rupenya ;)

been doing nothing this whole day.

goreng cekodok, a lil laundry, msk bubur sbb starving, tv and internet in between.nap.

yes thats the highlight of my day.the sunday nap.haha.

it's been a really2 quiet day for me.

and i'm kinda looking forward for work tomorrow now.

bosan dah and this leads to..eating!not good.not good.

esp because no running today and tag training postponed to tomorrow n obviously I can't make it due to work.

see? not good.

will try to squeeze running sometime tuesday or wednesday morning.we'll see.

cakap psl makan...as usual weekend pegi mkn lah.haha.

zhu texted ajak mkn girls only for lunch.

so i suggested La Boulangerie (mainly because I really want to eat pasta!!haha)

ya, sy suka disuap..rasa dimanjakan (ok fine sebenarnya sendiri mintak!!!)

the lasagna and steak chabatta. i had spaghetti meatball tp tak snap sbb msk perot

trus :p

we went ring shopping afterwards :p

actually tade intention pon but i just asked bout it out of blue and excited suruh tunjuk.

esp because the ring is a vintage and i just wanna see which one it is (kantoi slalu tgk cincin kedai tu tp sbb dia vintage so mcm menarik!)

slalu tgk from luar je and bile masuk they have lots of other antiques stuff including cameras!!!

teruja gilaaa sbb mmg sume vintage and its pretty cheap for an antiques (the cameras) I think.

anyway, it's the 1920's (or was it 1930's?) blue sapphire with diamond.

i'd say it's a weird choice for that kinda occasion..but she loves it and i loveee that she loves it.

u guys have to see this girl glow and all smiles (i'm happy for u!)

jalan jalan at Grafton afterwards sambil mkn Butlers ice cream yg zhu tak abes2 war-warkan.haha.

then rasa mcm nk coffee, saw starbucks..masuk je la.

then dh bli sume br prasan Bewleys.kan dah menyesal masuk Starbucks.

coffee-ing and people watching.
zhu went food hunt kat msian hall afterwards leaving warda,syah n me continue jalan2 and we got identical pumps!

sbb pumps tu mcm cantik, murah dan convenient!!! so y not? teheeee.

i love warda's white tights.comel.

1st attempt at self-ca.failed!

2nd attempt, ok muka masuk tp besar sgt.not satisfied!

3rd attempt: lagi langsung tak masukkkk!! failed miserably!!!

mst berlatih lagi utk self-ca masuk org lain!haha.

went to Avoca as well! and obviously this was the kids area.

omg bunny tu lembut gila n mmg sgt best di peluk-peluk!!tp ayah dah tak kasi bli soft toys *sad face*

sebab hrtu kan dia tlg pindah dia kata dh byk sgt bear. on my defense, ada org kasi and a few souvenirs..so sbb tu jd byk (tak pon sebenarnye okayyy..k nnt esk kira)

kesian bunny kena tinggal kat kedai.

but i got myself the duck! hah suka gila sbb i found it in the sale area..this bright yellow thing lying in the middle rack trus grab pelok kat bwh ketiak bwk jalan2 satu Avoca.hehe.

tabung sebenarnya.mak pasti berbangga sbb I saving dlm tabung duck lps ni.haha.

tgk..comel kan setelah dipakaikan ribbon hitam?

and mcm sgt sesuai dgn green carpet dlm bilik :)

goodbye normal working hours!

2010-06-04T23:47:00.143+01:00

lets hope we meet again in 3 months time.

today marked the last day i will see daylights during weekdays.

okay exaggerate gila, dah la summer kan confirm la daylight lamaaa..hahaha...drama je!!!

well we never know, i will not know..until this monday.

you will know (the workloads) from the way i update this blog in this next 3 months.

on tuesday morning..puan pengarah called me in with en pengurus.

she said nak kasi heads up sbb pengarah besar nak jumpe sekejap lagi sebab apparently they identified me as a candidate for this new team.

well, before this mmg sume org dah tau there are opportunities to get into this new team (new big business for the co) which of course a good prospect for one's career.

new business and a big one means u get the attention of the big boss.

recognition if u do a great job and of course the other way around if u do silly careless mistakes.

sounds like a great challenge kan? esp for someone like me yg dah buat keje yg same for the last 3 years.

but there's a catch lah. this new team working hours only starts at 11.30am (finished at 8pm) and there's 2 other shifts.

if i'm not mistaken starts at 1pm (finished at around 10pm) and another one not sure what is the start time but finished at 3am.yes, morning.3 in the morning.

so basically u have to work at odd hours.there's no normal 9-5pm working hours available.

the earliest will be that 11.30am.

initially (few weeks ago) they have asked around for volunteers to joint this team.

of course no one volunteered (except for this 1 crazy girl i know, well she have her own reason) which left them with no choice but to sort of recruit people themselves.

and guess who the lucky ones???

well as I said in previous post, i was super sleepy that day they called me in.

macam mabuk all day lah (been having trouble sleeping these last few days pffftttt!!!)

and i didn't know what got into me but i said yes to the offer.

well actually dia nak answer straight away sbb betul2 nak pakai org..and mmg dh explain siap2 keje ni susah, struggle, very challenging and paling off skali working hours tu laaa..

but listen, if the big boss make a suggestion to u..and mcm sangat2 perlukan bantuan and siap being honest lagi list sume the pro and cons...what would u do?

and on top of that, u were super sleeepppyyyyy to think properly!!!

plus, they sort of promised to let me go to my old team if i don't want to stay after 3 months.

kira temporary je la pinjam like that.

anddd...any travel plans i already have in this next 3 months dia kasi let go lah.

macam..tag rugby at 6pm, office habes at 8pm so howww???

and few other arrangement which require me to go out before 8pm dia setuju kasi excuse on those days.

so basically, i will start with this new team on monday (one of them suggested i started on wednesday- i.e the next day tp big boss kata siti tgh shocked ni br tau pagi tadi..tahu tak ape!!!)

monday is bank holidayyyy!!!- apparently they follow UK bank holiday.

one of the manager who 'temporarily kena pinjam' came over and said things have been looking good this last few days in the new team.

i'm not sure what looking good means, but from my experience..if its a new business u will definitely have to spend massive amounts of time getting it started.

which means long working hours and extreme amount of pressure..

dulu2 time my own team punya conversion i went home at 9/10pm tu normal lah...thats like 4 hours after working hours abes.

so if my new working hours abes at 8pm, 4 hours after that? u do the math.

and dulu2 tu there are few occasions i went home at 12am/1am jugak..

so what do u think? did i made the right decision to say yes to this new team?

actually don't answer that.

whatever it is, i already said yes...and 11.30am-8pm it will be for the next 3 months.

to be honest, rasa mcm okay je sbb excited i'm going to learn new things sume kan.

and a big plus: boleh bgn tido lewattt!!! wuhuuuuu!!!

but then, people around me (esp my team mates) yg asek tanya sure ke nak buat ni, risau sane sini which made me questioned this decision.

and few people asek ckp this last few days yg diorang mmg la promise nk kasi u blk normal working hours after 3 months, tp they knew few people yg di 'temporarily di pinjam' tak dipulang2 and dah jadi mcm permanent pon.haha.

of course la ada rase tak best sbb obviously shop will be limited to weekends only (tp blh saving), then no more movies after work..hang out/coffee after work....concert after work...

well basically nak buat apa2 mmg kena weekends la.

and i will definitely missed out on all the things my friends do during weekdaysssss (not that they do much other than working, but still!!!)

i have a feeling that they will not pressure me much since i'm new..hehe.

so i'll probably will get out at 8pm everyday anyway and helloooo...summer kan? kul 10pm baru nk gelap kot.so kuar ofis msh blh rasa awal, only sume kedai dah tutup.

alaaaa, no biggie la rasanye...i don't have other commitments also, no family here..no bf (pheewww!) and no studying to do.

so it's about time lah for a new challenge, right?righhhttt?????!!!!

ok sorry kena baca bebelan panjang lebar.

i know i sppossed to upload the food pics and story psl last weekend (omg dah sabtu balik ke???? cepatnyaaa!) but pardon me..tak sempat.

like i said earlier, been having trouble sleeping (2- 4 hours a day tido tak tahannnn!!!!)

then this job thingy came up and tambah trouble sleeping.

and on top of that i think i miss someone who i should not miss eh eh apa aku tulis ni.ok dah.

nak tido.nanti sabtu lagi satu la pikir nak sambung ke tak upload gambar n cite tu.haha.

have a great weekend ahead peeps!

take care.

2 burgers for dinner.

2010-06-01T21:46:00.001+01:00

i'm super sleepy at office today and i made a decision that might change my life for the next 3 months.

well, my cycle of life at least.

thing is, now i'm not so sure if its the right decision.

ngaaaaa.3 bulan pejam celik, pejam celik sekejap je kan abes?

will update later sbb mata tak boleh bukak dah gara-gara tak tido semalam.

i think sbb panas dan tido tak cukup makan.

so i had 2 burgers and 2 regular fries for dinner and going to bed now.

dgn harapan kenyang dan tido lena.

(ok sbb emo jugak tatau buat benda yg betul ke tak...dammmnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!)

i think, next time i should follow the rules; always say no when you are not sure.

but then, it will not be challenging lah.right?

ok dah merapu nk tido bye.

makan mingguan & bandar dan persetubuhan 2.

2010-05-31T21:48:00.000+01:00

p/s:the narration and food pics, Insyaallah kalau panjang umur esok :P

no graduation for me.

2010-05-25T17:10:00.002+01:00

Did anyone else know this? kenapa tak bagitauuuuuu?
and i was looking forward for the graduation!!!!gaaaaaaa.
(and my parents too!!esp ayah is getting better so y not kan?)

I really should start reading emails from ACCA.

I emailed both ACCA (Malaysia & Ireland) sebab nak buat decisionlah kononnya nak grad kat mane, turned out there's no decision pon perlu dibuat sebab tade graduation rupenya -_-

This was the reply from ACCA Malaysia:

well at least dia tulis mmg confirm ada kan? satu dah lepas in March, the other one in December which is not a good option for me at all (ceh confident je dapat membership kan)

This was the reply from ACCA Dublin:

may be a similar type of event...

aaaahhhh..stressnyaaaaaaaaa...dah berangan nk pakai suit and heels kaler apa okayyyy

and nak demand bunga ape jugak.fineeeee!!!! tahun ni la pulak dia nak tukar plak kan.

happy.

2010-05-24T23:26:00.032+01:00

i got great news this morning :)

ayah went for his follow up check up and he's getting better, doktor dah kasi dia exercise sedikit and play golf.

alhamdulillah :)

but he still have to jaga makan and all, so i hope he'll get used to that.

well at least tade la sangap sgt duduk rumah je nowadays! yeayyyyyyy!

anddd...i had a superb-great weekend!

main reason, dublin's weather have been so kind to us during the weekend...VERY SUMMER!

which made it possible for us to do things and everyone was in a good mood :)

(except after 3pm onwards sbb panas tade aircond plssss!!!!)

oh before thatttt.....alicia keys concert on friday was amazingggg!!!

especially sebab dapat seat yg agak depan...best!n dpt masuk screen besar slalu.hahaaa.

and alicia keys nyanyi sgt besttt! and sgt suka dgn natural beauty dia.

ok nnt esok2 rajin upload pics n vids ok.

anyway, saturday woke up early sbb panas!

(everyday pon mcm ni skang, summer kannnn)

then follow mira to her gym for spinning class.

i think gym dia melampau grand tp kecik!

interior mcm opera palais paris, and tombol/pemegang pintu tu konfem tiru idea gaudi (go google)

btw, i officially hate spinning class. seronok yes....tp penat sgt weyhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

tapi of course still ade tenaga afterwards utk kuar dgn syah.

went to Grafton sbb dh tersgt rindu kt grafton street (boleh x nk rindu kat grafton street?haha)

had lunch at La Boulangerie's new cafe there.

tried the Spaghetti meatball...not that excellent, but not bad either.

i'll definitely go again sebab ada byk lagi food nk try :P

rushed home and drag syah to futsal.

by this time it was scorching hotttttt...but we still played for 2 hours.tak sedar diri kan kulit dh terbakar sumeeee...

btw this time tak tercedera, mebbe sbb izwan duduk tepi je menonton.hahahaaaa

sunday went for cycling at Phoenix Park.

sebenarnye dah berzaman ajak diorang ni berbasikal..akhirnya menjadi realiti jugak plan ni!

suka gilaaaaa ^^

plus i've never been to phoenix park so lagi lah sukaaaa....

dah upload pics on FB for sunday cycling outing and BBQ afterwards.

so silalah ye.

nanti kalau rajin i'll put some here.

good day/night everyone!

*tido sambil tersenyum*

Go volunteer!

2010-05-20T22:18:00.034+01:00

i had chicken chop and caesar salad for dinner tonight.

first real dinner i had in days..and with syah.

i called it bonding time with the housemate..cook n eat together :)

hahaaa...rase mcm dah lame pulak tak borak2 dgn syah since husband dia dtg n dah balik pon ni br berkesempatan nk borak2 panjang n catch up (ok yesterday sempat catch up sikit tp dua2 ngantok).

perghh bunyi mcm dh lame tak jumpe ke ape kan.

actually..this whole week harini lah baru jumpe syah after work.

monday i got tag training, tuesday i went for the volunteer thingy and yesterday tag match.

btw, team malaya won the 1st summer tag game yday!:D

13-3 against warrior.

although the padang is a bit off, saya sukaaaaa :)

and the volunteer thingy..we actually volunteer as helpers in Docklands Fun Run 2010 (8km marathon)

i was planning to take part in the run, but when i finally have the courage to register...registration already closed.

so the company was looking for volunteers as we were one of the sponsors anyway, ajak the outlook gang...n they agreed! great friends I have, kan? :)

i was planning to take lots of picture tapi if i took pictures bila pulak nak jadi helper right?

so ada sket2 je pics, it was raining when the run about to start..so another reason utk sorok kamera.haha.

when we arrived Unicef volunteers already set-up the place for registration and tshirt, so we were assigned at the bag drop desk in pairs.

finished around 8 or was it 9 i really dont remember sbb starving gilaaaa so we went to Bonga for a korean bufffet!huhu.

anyway, enjoy the pics..off to bed now.

as usual woke up at 4am yesterday even after a game..damnnnn tiredddddd nowww!!!

wait, i forgot something.

oh yes, ALICIA KEYS CONCERT TOMORROWWW!!!!

wuhuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!

Deirdre and Sinead

Rachel and Shane

Leang and Rita (if i'm not mistaken) from Unicef

Shane (yes, 2 Shane!) and dont-know-who but she's one of the organizer.

Izwan and Warda

last but not least, the greatest pair ever yg jaga surname D&E.

that's Zhuriqa anyway..and me looking supertall next to her,i'm not..she's just very cute.

(tak zhu ni bukan bribe okayyyyy)

sports saturday!

2010-05-16T09:51:00.112+01:00

hello lovelies!

i'm in a good mood even terbangun super early this morning :)

and rasa mcm backache.sengal2...but surprisingly, still happy :)

oh oh before anything, happy 3rd birthday Ghazi!!!!!!!

omg another one turns 3.i feel so old -_- *ok tetibe its about me plak kan.haha*

no more wish for ghazi sbb merajuk ah kerek tanak ckp phone!hahahahaa.

love u to bits ghazi! :P

moving on to sports saturday...it was so much fun!!

sbb tu la tak kesah sgt sengal badan and i think tekak pon rase sakit sbb gelak and jerit banyak sgtttt.

firstly, tag rugby!

i thought there's gonna be a final match next week but apparently this week game is the last one for spring league.

and guess what? we wonnn!!!! wooottt wooottttt.

the game and the overall spring league 2010! wuhuuuuu.

congrates team malaya :)

picture stolen from Zuha's FB.

no one brings a camera, hence all picture taken from camera phones.

and none of the camera phones were mine.haha.mls nk bwk kuar phone.

oh before we got this cup, they actually gave us another one and said we were second in the league.

because the other team have more points altho both have lost one game.

and at this point sume org dh muke pelik, and when the ref said u lost the match this morning right? the team answered in a very synchronize NOOOOO.haha.

confirm la menang 18-1 kotttt.and we were totally undefeated for the spring league, sume match menang.

apparently the ref mixed-up the score cards and plg kesian sekali dia kene g kutip blk the cup and medal from the other team yg tgh sibuk ambik pics dgn medal sume.

sian gilaaaa okayyyyyy.

went to Moore St afterwards untuk makan Indian buffet there.

supercheap 6.50euro!!! tp confirm rase kenyang gila lepas makan okay, and it's not really a good idea if u gonna play futsal afterwards.haha.

tapi lapar gila so wth kan, gi je la makan.

after makan tukar jersey and went to sportsco for futsal!!!

so i have 2 futsal planned, one with the batch and the other one with the girls as usual.

OMG! damn funny main dgn budak2 batch!!!

hahaha.izwan main tarik2 rambut sume..ok exaggerate,dia tarik2 tolak2 je...tp bukan tarik tolak manja okayyyyy.i think sbb ni la saket badan jugak.

sbb bila nampak izwan mst rs nk balas dendam lantas tolak dia sekuat hati tp dia kan lelakiii..adoi buat sakit badan jeeee...tp dia main kasar dulu! bitcchhhh!!!haha.

and zhu..don't get me started.haha.

mula2 dia asek elak2 manja tanak sepak bola sume, then after an hour full throttle!!sumpah comel gila.

the girls arrived after we played for an hour then diorang ajak je main sekali ramai2.

16 people in the pitch!! (or was it 17?) ramai gilaaa...confuse! confuse!

but it was so much funnn...that we played for 2 hours straight!!! (kitorang 3 hours la sbb dh main an hour earlier kan :P)

haha.and i don't know how i still managed to run satu pitch but i did pastu trus pancit dan jadi goalkeeper yg tak berjaya langsung!!failed -_-

and nik was so nice to record us playing and took some pictures as well.

so i'll share that with u guys later lepas curik from them.hehe.

eh wait, video cam is mine.so i have it.malam-malam sket laa..damn lazy nk upload skang :P

in the end kena marah dgn org sportsco sbb book pitch 2 hours tp main for 3 hours.haha.

duh!tade org book pon pitch dia bising pulak.leang bayar in the end anyway.so thanks leang! muahahaha.

all in all, sports saturday was superb fun!

we should do this again once in a while.

okay gonna have girls date today.so sunnyyyyy.

*look for floral dress in wardrobe*

tag rugby esok ada training.

2010-05-11T22:57:00.131+01:00

ye, begitulah setiap rabu ye rakan2.

tp lepas ni hari rabu ada game pulak- summer league.

ish.rasa takut plak nak main dah sbb....asek semput je nk lari sekarang!

wahahaha.tu la, makan tak mcm perempuan.tak senonoh punya anak dara!

ok sebenarnye ni nak buat tag game handbag..lari tajuk pulak!

ini mengikut apa yg diguna pakai hrni lah ye.

dlm seminggu tade la gune beg ni je, tp lately yg ni la slalu guna sbb hitam n besar.

byk compartment..suka ^^

red with gold studs (not exactly studs la tapi tatau nk panggil apa) thingy tu my purse.
black bags dgn tulisan Harrods itu adalah earth bag saya! ye, bag yg dibawa kemana shj utk mengelakkan penggunaan plastik berleluasa..dan plg best ia amat kecil dan comel bila dilipat2 begitu, tp bile bukak anda blh sumbat botol minyak 2 liter bersama susu segar botol besar, atau telur 30 biji and pisang 2/3 sisir..kalau setakat sayur 2.3 jenis dan ikan 3 ekor apetah lagi.begitulah betapa bergunanya beg ini.
handphone and charger yg sgt berjasa, sgt syg mahu ganti yg lain (umur = almost 3 years!)
ipod, kaler asal hijau! tp dia dh pakai baju kaler2.yg ni pon antara benda plg sy syg! sbb ni hadiah bday dari rakan-rakan sy yg manes skali!!! ini peneman jalan kaki pergi balik office.(ok fakta ni dh bgtau dulu tp nk bagitau gak, hari2 saya jln more or less 8kms utk bekerja so kalau tade ni confirm sangap!)

kunci rumah.sebenarnya byk lagi keychain before this.tapi sy plg suka yg ada huruf E tu, nanad kasi.
yg kad ada tulis SITI besar tu for office lah.muka geek gila 3 thn yg lalu, glasses frame merah tu dh hilang mane tah.tertinggal kt london kot.hrtu penah tertinggal sekali kad ni so kena la mintak temporary card kat security before masuk, sengal gilaaaa.sbb hrtu ramai org lupe bwk kad (monday) then dh la terlambat lama sgt kena beratur.sejak itu, benda ni tak penah ditinggalkan lagi sbb tamau dah beratur kat security office lame2.dan iye, colleagues sy panggil sy siti.lu mau apa?
sunnies.ok yg ni lately je br bawak sbb mata struggle wey nak kecik2 kan waktu jln g office matahari mmg betul2 di atas kepala.
umbrella..ellaa..ellaaa...(ok lame et diam skang!) ni payung yg agak berjasa juga.dia mcm ade bengong sket dah tp so far still boleh guna :)

perfume!ok yg ni dah nak abes sebenarnyaa.tp dh bli yg baru :) tp tak suka sgt bau yg baru tu...so nk pakai jugak yg ni spi titisan terakhir.oh ini penting, sy kan jln jauh pepagi..so kalau panas amat risau kalau ade bau badan..tak sukaaaa
lotion tgn biasalah.tissue mmg wajib! sbb sy clumsy (bkn sbb resdung mcm dirah).iye, kalau air tumpah or sy tumpahkan ape2 kat org kan senang ada tissue dlm bag?lagi satu...kalau berdarah langgar mane2 bucu meja nnt? jgn gelak.bucu meja dan pintu kt ofis mmg slalu langgar wpon tau dia ade kat situ hari2 tp langgar jugak.perangai pelik btol.and lastly lipbalm vit E, rakan baik sy!

ini wujud sewaktu stok masih ada shj.tp selalu mmg ada!kalau tade g belilah.kena bli yg besar sbb manager kan slalu g meeting so nnt dia tanye sape ade chewing gum?ha kalau sehari dia meeting 3 kali, seminggu dah 15 chewing gum.ok dia tade la mntk hari2...tp lbh kurang la.haha.mane blh tak kasi, i kan baik hati :p

sekian..itu shj ahli2 isi handbag sy hrni.oh ade lagi satu, pagi2 slalu ade lunch box and yogurt for lunch.

tayah la struggle nk tunjuk kan.haha.

kadang2 kalau mood best sy bwk buku n fisheye (sbb tu kamera plg ringan skali dan agak senang nk guna- ni hadiah harijadi juge :p)

sile jgn pelik tade make-up bag, sbb sy mmg tak pakai make-up pegi keje.

hanya bedak tempek di pagi hari dan vitamin E lip balm tu.

sbb...sy kan bukan morning person (sile baca about me di tepi page itu)

ye, slalu pagi2 siapkan lunchbox dan ambik yogurt dlm peti lg penting dr pakai blusher eyeliner dan lain2.

(mmg la 5 minit pon boleh pakai sume tu, tp 5 minit tu jugak blh capai yogurt dan kunyah roti..heeeeeee)

sebenarnya, agak sikit kan brg yg dibawa? pn pengarah slalu tegur kenapa beg sy besar dia curious gila nak tau ape dlm beg,haha.

tade ape2 pon..suspen lebih la dia tu.

oh btw, start esok dah ade keje kt ofis (so tiada lagi entry jgn-baca-nanti-menyesal lps ni!)

kena g tolong group sebelah buat kerja, tp tatau la kerja diorang ape kan sbb klien lain so kena la training dulu.

isk, rs nervous plak sbb dh lame tak jadi org yg di-train..slalu train org je.

harap2 diorang tak garang mcm et n tak slalu kena marah..hahaha.

tgk ni berulang-ulang kali confirm tak menyesal!

2010-05-10T23:47:00.001+01:00

KHJ.nuff said.

btw, i got this fr syud..and stelah berkali2 membuat lawatan utk play berulang kali video ni kat page dia, baik paste je kat sini..afdal lagi kan? (thanks syud!:D)

ok skang dh ternganga kebosanan sbb tadi dah tido fr 6-9 right after work.

ah, routine tk normal! yessss!!!!

jangan baca nanti menyesal.

2010-05-10T11:32:00.001+01:00

Hari ini negara klien saya cuti am rupanya.

Hah.hari diorang tak cuti pon tade keje inikan pulak hari bercuti, lagilah tade langsung kan.

Tadi gi toilet dah terfikir, kenapa hidup aku sgt bosan dan routine sejak akhir2 ini?
Mcm datang kerja, berbalas emel dgn rakan (tapi kadang2 tak dilayan lah mcm skang sbb org lain tak makan gaji buta nampaknya)
Pastu around kul 10-10.30am g ambik air n buat coffee, kalau rasa kurus beli coklat
Balik desk sambung baca blog, news or apa-apalah yg dibenarkan online di ofis neh
Pastu lunch, buat online stuff balik, check pack sket2 (boring gila pack tak mencabar langsung sbb tade aktiviti) then balik rumah
Balik- makan, tgk tv/laptop, tido

So harini konon nak lari dr routine, g buat tea instead of coffee.
Tea letak satu gula pastu dh sampai desk menyesal, sbb rase kelat nak mati
Mcm mane lah org putih ni blh minum tak letak gula langsung

Then ada matahari.yesss! terus berfikir utk lunch di Quay sambil mkn aiskrim and bace buku (hrni bwk buku tp taleh bace time keje nnt kene sound -_-)
lantas berfikir nk naik beskal la balik keja…namun beberape minit yg lalu hujan turun lah pulak.
Haiyaaakkkkkk.

Lantas cita-cita nk lari dr routine tak jadi..konfem sejuk nk mkn aiskrim, naik beskal apatah lagi.
ke nak g tgk movie blk ni?hmmm..blh difikirkan.layan gak kan tgk movie sorang2.tak pernah lg dibuat dlm hidup ni, so tu dh kira lari dr routine dh tu.

Ya ampun bosannya hidup aku rupenyaaa, pastu g blog plak psl hidup yg bosan ni spi tahap tgk movie sorang pon rs best.
Apakah yg lebih pathetic dr ini? Banyak.

Oleh itu, saya ingin bersyukur walaupun hidup sy routine tp at least masih ada hidup dan kerja.
Org lain mungkin agak struggle utk kerja hari-hari, tiada masa utk baca news dan mengucap panjang.

Ok dah nak dekat pukul 12.yes!
Dah ngantuk gara2 bosan ni.

Nak buat tag handbag tapi mcm mane nak ambik gambar kt ofis neh?haha.
Gile obvious kan tade keje nnt.
ok dah.nak berusaha nampak busy buat keje *bukak excel spreadsheet banyak2*

supermom.

2010-05-09T22:24:00.082+01:00

that is actually one of my ambition, to be a supermom ;p

i want to have my own kid(s) and work at the same time, just like mak.

cakap senang, but the thought of doing it..sumpah mst susah gila kan (mak saya ade 6 org anak yg sumenye keras kepala suara stok telan mic waktu kecik..mak aihhhhh)

so tu pasal rasa nak challenge diri sendiri mampu ke tak?haha.ok tak2, mst la ade reason lain nk jadi supermom.haiyaaa.

eh eh cop.apsal sebok cite pasal nak anak tibe2 kan?haha.

begini, pg tadi call mak konon-konon nak wish happy mothers day lah.

alih-alih ayah yang angkat phone so dia suh wish happy fathers day dulu so nnt tayah call dah bila fathers day.

ye, ayah mmg suke buat lawak cacat mcm tu..whatever rocks ur boat dad, i still love u :)

so lepas wish mak, boleh tak mak ckp mcm ni- "ha, kakak bila pulak? bila mak boleh wish happy mothers day kat kakak?"

org kata, sarang tebuan jgn dijolok "ha, insyaallah nantilah kalau ada rezeki ye mak..hahaha" gelak mcm nak nanges.hahaaaa.

lately ckp apa-apa pon boleh diumpamakan mcm sarang tebuan oleh mak.

contoh, waktu mak kat sini dulu tgh tolong mak buang tulang ikan waktu nk buat laksa;

me:mak ok dah la ikan ni kan, yg halus2 tulang dia telan ok je (berperangai gemok)

mak:eh boleh cari lagi tulang ni, mata mak dah tak nampak awk cariklah

me:tape mak, tulang halus sangat ni konfem lepas kalau makan

mak:tulah awak ni, suka sgt cepat putus asa sbb tu tade bf!

me:mak...APA KAITAN CARI TULANG IKAN DGN BF????

ye, begitulah cari tulang ikan pon boleh dikaitkan.haha.

mak saya ni dulu cikgu yg sgt berpengalaman jd cikgu disiplin.

susah wooo nk menang ckp dgn dia.hahaaa...sebab tulah jugak sy ade cita-cita nk jadi supermom.

esok anak sy (konon-konon ada) dah besar nk guna contoh tulang ikan dgn bf ni dekat anak, tgk dia nk jawab ape.haha.

ok dah dah et kau jgn merepek lebih lanjut.

gambar2 berikut adalah aktiviti weekend saya:

wahey!sume gambar makanan.haha.berperangai gemok japs.

mcm ni, ada makhluk Allah ni lupa birthday leang last weekend so dia ajak lah kitorang kuar makan surprise la konon dgn leang on saturday.

alih-alih, dia yg kantoikan sendiri.haha.

penang restaurant (again).serious kenyang lah kalau mkn sini.

gambar diambil dgn sambil lewanya oleh pelayan restaurant.

cahaya keimanan terlebih :p

steamboat sunday.kenyang gilaaaaa.

oh, team malaya menang this week 35-3.

and weather sgt indah!!! sukaaaa ^^

dan saya telah lihat 3 movies weekend ni, yg akan di summarizekan dlm 5 perkataan setiap satu spt di bawah:

Back up plan: agak kelakar jejaka kacak best

Iron Man 2: mask buruk sedikit kelakar okaylah

Nightmare on Elm Street: horror terkejut pening kepala berkerut

dan....saya juge baru bli Glee season 1 (13 episodes).heeeee :))

ini terpengaruh dgn zhu! haha.ok dah nk ready tido esok keje bye!

jaume.

2010-05-05T16:08:00.001+01:00

daymmmmm sleeepppyyyyy!!!!!!!

as usual.tade keje.which is good for today because i'm not in the mood nak buat keje pon.haha.

u know, post vacay.otak lembab sket.
ceh baru cuti 4 hari dh bising kan.

i would love to upload our pics in barcelona tp kat rumah kot pics2 itu kan.
so that will be later, which probley tomorrow (haha harap-harap ini bukan janji palsu)
sebab ini malam ada tag training and i'm very sleepy so after training nak beradu okayyyy.
maybe i'll upload one pic in FB before beradu.

anyway, the apartment we got in barcelona was superb with great location.
and the guy was very friendly and helpful as well.
jalan-jalan also sgt rilex altho tak tentu arah sgt.haha.
we got this lazy tourist syndrome (thanks to the rain and cozy apartment) but i enjoyed it very much!

so there.sleepy note about my vacation in barcelona.
more on that when i'm fully awake.
oh oh, wanna know what makes me happy when I arrived home (other than talking to mak n ayah of course!), it's cotton buds.puas hati korek tinge.haha.

oh tolongla hujan petang ni, saya mahu tidurrrrrr.
*menyanyi seperti katak memanggil hujan*

mati bosan.

2010-04-29T11:56:00.001+01:00

email dari si gadis perancis:
yo!do u have much to do?
can i be of any help if so?
have absolutely nothing to do at all... its so boring!! i hate that...
the day is so long...
let me know if i can give u a hand with anything... ;-)

si gadis malaysia membalas:
Ah.tell me about it!!!!! Since I set foot in the office this morning all I did was reading blogs, news and photo blogs.
So I’m pretty much have the same fate here, since Monday actually!!
The day feels longer this way right? Grrrrr….dead bored -__-

i'm this close to call my client for ANY work at all.
but i shall refrain myself from doing so for the love of my teammates.haha.
they seems like they're enjoying themselves, afterall we'll be busy with valuation tomorrow and day after for month end.

oh wait, someone will not be here as she'll be going to Barcelona!
wuhuuuuuuuuuu.

ah.now i wish i have my book with me.
this is killing me slooowwwllyyyyyyy.

mee jawa vs mee bandung

2010-04-28T15:36:00.031+01:00

*burrrpppp*

alhamdulillah :)

hari ini saya lunch mee bandung.eh eh mee jawa.
haha.confuse okay.

sebenarnya intention adalah nak masak mee bandung.
alih-alih selepas kajian dilakukan secara mendalam dan juga atas perbincangan dgn ahli outlook,
maka konklusinya apa yg dimasak oleh et semalam sebenarnya adalah mee jawa (nampak sgt tade keje g diskus perbezaan mee bandung dgn mee jawa kt ofis -_-)
hahaha.maaf syah atas kekeliruan yg berlaku.tp rasanye semalam dah betul dh tgk resepi tu tajuk dia mee bandung.

apa-apa jelah..janji perut kenyang senang hati :)

ok jadi mee bandung masih la dlm list benda yg saya tak penah masak lagi seumur hidup.haha.
tape lain hari perut pasti akan laparkan mee bandung lagi.

oh sebenarnya haritu nk update psl weekend yg superb.
sbb apa? sbb makan mee kari! hahaaaaaa (minggu makan mee seduniaaaa)
mee kari izwan la wey.geezzz, this is one of the thing i'm gonna miss bila balik for good.
memanglah mee kari tu berlambak kat malaysia (dan mungkin lagi sedap melampau dr izwan, no offense izwan ko punye ttp tersedap di dublin) tapi feeling dia lain, dan pasti bukan di barley's!heeeee..

perghhh.gemok gila pas mkn pegi baring2.enjoy gila hari sabtu begitu.
oh iya, team malaya menang game sabtu haritu..gembira :)
tp agak nervous everytime sub n duduk luar tgk org lain main..ni antara game yg amat menervouskan skali
dan setelah sekian lama tiada kecederaan pada jari...akhirnya ada jugaaaa
bengkak gila ok jari telunjuk tu mcm sgt gemok berkilat2..n susah gila nk bengkok kan
struggle sgt nk menaip, kemas cadar, pegang pisau sume laaaa.
hrni dah surut sket tp masih sengal dan sakit.

seb baik ada housemate yg baik hati tolong potongkan ayam bila nak masak :p
ha ckp psl housemate teringat kat laptop.
laptop dia dh musnah, dan laptop sy plak charger (yg baru) asek buat hal lagi.
so kitorang more or less disconnected la buat sementara waktu.
so kalau lama tak update, itulah jawapannya.
and kalau still update slalu, maksudnya mmg tade keje kt ofis.heeee..

anyway on sunday main bola...and best gila sbb tiba-tiba hujan turun
then ktrg main dlm hujan (sini main bola sume outdoor pitch, tade indoor mcm kat malaysia)
best gilaaaa...dah lama tak main bola...and main hujan!!
balik masak2 lagi dan makan sambil menonton kdrama lantas tido.

ah.weekend yg sgt chill dan enak.

harap2 weekend ni enak juga!

birthday coupon to our superalong

2010-04-26T16:28:00.000+01:00

tidak, bukan along yg kasi hutang pastu korek biji mata bile tak bayar.

ni along saya, atau lebih tepat lagi kaklong saya :)
kat tempat kerja org panggil dia dr siti/dr hajjar (comel je kan dr siti..haha ok tatau apsal rs comel)
kt rumah 3 powerpuffs panggil ibu, and yg lain mostly panggil along lah!
oh dia ade nickname paling pelik skali, nora.tade kena mengena langsung ok dgn nama dia.
ok lenkali mst igt nk tanya nape dia ade nick nora ni.

oh kenapa ni pasal dia harini?
sbb hari ni hari along! :)

usia tayah tau la (klu:bilangan anak dia sebut 2kali..ngeri kan nk sebut?huahuahua)
anyway, pikir punya pikir punya pikir.
akhirnya saya telah buat keputusan utk masak utk along!

hahaha.tak munasabah kan keputusan ini.
mcm kalau hrni masak yg enak, mcm mane nak kasi along makan?
so ini blh direalisasikan bila blk rumah.

sebab, telah tersedar rupenya sepanjang hidup saya ni tak pernah masak utk along..walhal dia slalu masak utk saya hatta bake chocolate cake berkali2 juga dan bwk laksa bile kempunan time duk asrama..ah pjg la list lagi kalau nak cite.
so along, here's your coupon..keep it well nanti bila akak balik blh guna okay?
heeeeee..full course!!! menu boleh pilih nk surprise or order.ngeeeee.

ok dah penat dah jari gemok sy type neh.
(gemok sbb swollen ok bukan sbb mkn- that will be a story for another entry)

happy birthday along!!!
hope u have a blast with ur spanking new washing machine.heheeee.
(of all things, kenapalah washing machine wahai along?? haha)

earth day.

2010-04-22T22:35:00.002+01:00

that's today.i googled the website just to see if there's any event going on in dublin which i can attend or volunteer.

guess what? Earth day gig at the Whelan's.seriously? a gig??!

then i googled the event in Malaysia, and they gonna have the "No plastic earth- save our waterfalls campaign!"
how cool is that? and fun! check the details of the event here, it will be this sunday.

i will definitely join in the fun if i have the chance, pergilah take part if tade plan lg sunday ni ok!

cakap psl waterfall, i have a plan to visit janda baik bila balik nnt.

or those waterfalls around bentong..yg tak penah jejak (chamang tak kira ok!)

with the family. maybe janda baik..rent a chalet n chill out with mak n ayah few days there!

bestnyaaaa! dapat udara kampung confirm ayah sihat cpt, n boleh mandi air sungai! yessss!

and a good thing as well, dekat je dgn home sweet home, so tayah travel jauh2 :)

the main question is, BILA NAK BALIK WEEYYYYY?

someone else, actually 2 people dah ambik cuti around september.

the exact same date that i want utk balik raya...so my manager kata no chanceeee.

haiyaaaa....so now tak sure dah, nk blk either october (which seems soooo far away) or june/july.

or balik raya ke10 mcm tu?....ke nk blk summer eh?hmmmm..weekend ni fikir masak2 la.

and thanks for the well wishes peeps, really appreciate it.

i know my dad mmg definitely nampak sihat physically, but that's the thing that worries me the most.

doctor said he might actually already have this condition of his since a year ago, tp just because dia nampak sihat and can do things mcm biasa..jadi tk sedar.

imagine walking around paris, london, rome and dublin..n still managed kadang2 kalah org muda lah jln.

yes, literally walking around those cities..sbb i took them around those cities naik train je semuanya ok (mind u, those train stations with lot of stairs esp paris) n mostly walk because i love walking...so mcm mane nk sedar kan?he just perfectly fine, then.

the doctor said he sleeps a lot and get the rest he needed that's why he coped before (which we complained all the time.tp now dah tau la kenapa)

he looks fine yes, but dalam-dalam siapa yg tahu...and siapa yg tak risau.i just can't stop risau..but i'll try.

anyway now that his at home, i hope he rest well.

called mak yesterday mak kata bp dia naik balik, then today bp dia turun sesangat pulak spi bwh paras normal n dia komplen pening2.

pastu the freak out inside me suruh call doktor terus, tp since the supermom suruh chill n assures me she'll ask the doctor on follow up this coming monday kena lah akur kan.hehe.

tape, mak tau what she's doing :)

until then, i'm gonna try be less worried and menjalankan hidup seperti biasa (ceh ayat).

so i was thinking of gardening lah, in support of earth day kan.

tapi tinggal kat apartment la pulak -_-

so the best thing to do will be recycle, which i hardly do.so kenapa tdk start sekarang kan?

heeeeee.

btw, we will start play futsal again this sunday! can't wait!!

n also pls pray that team malaya will do well on our match this saturday aite?

and pesanan penaja, tayah la nk tunggu earth day je baru pikir nak go green and whatnot.

do it everyday: reuse, reduce, recycle!

p/s:the easiest one to start with will be to bring your own bag whenever you go shopping, i have one (err actually few of them!) and i love carrying them around :)