Venice

no, never been :(
elis once told me (ceh perlu ke nak quote elis?) Venice will sink one day, and if you google there are lot of pages about Venice gradually sinking
and one thing you should know, Venice is always one of the place I want to visit in Europe (other than Prague)
pfffttttt!!! I just saw someone blogged about Venice(if you're wondering why)
and we had a meeting earlier about whatever left of our holiday for christmas/new year holiday period
and I have 4/5 days...which I said I probably carry forward (max 3 for our company anyway)
just saying.

if only.

mmm..not liking the word if, but can't help it.

I think I really need a new boot/shoes but I just spent my (already not so big) savings on something else for next year.
saving for this one thing and thinking that I'll be spending a huge chunk of it on this one day really kills me.
and on top of that it won't be guaranteed that it will all worth it, you know? (the event I meant)
I really wish I can have a really small private one(50-100pax) but our families are big to start with, so..tradition,tradition.

okay I feel bad blaming everything on this thing, but really..you have no idea how much they charging to go to my hometown.
its not like i'm asking for a fairy tale one, just a basic-at-home one :|
nothing grand whatsoever.

I think I dressed really bad these days, esp to work.
not saying that I always dressed-up and look good all the time- but I had better days..my kind of dressing well
I don't take time much time to even consider the outfit at all...and then I'll cursed at my own reflection in the office lift, they must have the full mirror in the lift for a reason
on weekend, I wear black most of the time or same tshirts over and over again.
it's a good thing winter is here, so I can blame it on the weather..it is probably the weather, or..the weather.

I think I definitely gonna buy this one watch I really want for my birthday, nothing fancy..
so I can afford it, yeay! maybe I'll look for it before my birthday...little something to make me happy

ooohh..I took flu vaccine for the 1st time today! ehe
yeah I'm determined to be healthy this coming holiday season! (got sick all the time, if not christmas, new year!)
although I have no plan to go anywhere, not even Venice!
anyway it's not a great time of the year to go to Venice..cold, and if there's snow I'll probably stranded somewhere

hmm, i'm really looking forward to go to work tomorrow..ordered 3 packs of polaroid films and last time I checked the package already in my office mail room! yeay! so fast..2 days only!
okay, what i'm gonna do with 3 packs of polaroid film?
I didn't even take photos with my camera phone anymore, and my camera? a very expensive machine I ever bought to collect dusts. (I  blame my sister on this one)

I'll find out what I'll do with the 3 polaroid film
at least I have something to look forward for tomorrow! yeay!

oh.have to wake up early to go to the bank...aahhh!!! esok wednesday dammitttt!!!!
i thought today was wednesday!
ah marahnya kat diri sendiri apsal tak ingat!!!!
bank open at 10.30am on Wednesday only, and this particular one is about 30-45mins walk from my office and I should be in by 11am.
of course I can be late but I was already late this morning! cannot do this 2 days in a row.haaaahhh!!!

okay nak pegi hantuk kepala sendiri kat dinding.bye

ps.sorry if you read this till the end and it was not about Venice.
pps.I know it's all jumbled up and not related, i'm too lazy to put bullets point/numbered them.so pretend they have lines in between, okay?
ppps.I miss my friends.